Her Misery Will Make Her God

Chapter 1 Normal

Summery: Mairu Kasune is a bullied high school girl who just wants to have a bit of change in her everyday life. She is an Otaku who wishes her life was more like the stories in Shojo manga or a love filled anime. After she is beat up by a group of boys that bully her on a regular basis, she sees something falling from the sky; this item will change everything.

Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note. I only own some of the characters in this story because they are my OC s. I do not own the characters from the anime though.

Warning: Contains violence, bullying and language. Also contains death by notebook.


I walk through the rain on my way home from a horrible day at school. I had been in another fight. Well, I didn't fight back; I was beat up by some of the bullies at school. It happens all the time; it's normal; completely normal.

It seems nothing new ever happens in this city. It was like I was in a movie stuck on repeat; playing over and over again.

I walk down the streets, past the manga stores and all the fun they may hold. I wish I could be in one of those stories; there are so many interesting things that could happen if life were a manga.

Here they come. They walk toward me. There are three of them. Three boys. They stop me; push me back.

"Heh, look what we have here," the one on the right, Takashi, pushes me again.

"What are you doing, walking all alone? ~" the middle one, Kai, says sarcastically, "Its getting late, little girls like you shouldn't be out all alone~" His tone scares me; I take a step back. I keep my eyes on the ground.

The one on the left, Kida pushes me to the ground and they all laugh. They laugh at my pain. I try to make sure my skirt doesn't fly up as I fall; books fall from my arms.

These boys are a nuisance; life would be nice without them.

I reach for my books. Kai steps on my hand to stop me. I yelp in pain as he crushes it. "P-please s-stop..." I cry.

"Why should I?" he smirks.

People pass by, but no one offers to help, no one tries to stop these boys from hurting me. It's like I'm invisible; unnoticed. These boys will beat me up and no one will stop them.


I finish my walk home, carrying my books in one hand. My other hand is broken in several places. I don't bother going to the hospital yet; I'm used to things like this.

I set the books down to search for my key, trying my hardest not to use my injured hand. I unlock the door and take my books inside. I don't bother greeting anyone, I live alone, no one to welcome me back. I set my books on the table then head out again on my way to the hospital to get my hand checked out.


I leave the hospital with a cast on my hand and wrist. As I walk through the parking lot I notice something falling from the sky. 'What is that?' I thought to myself. 'It looks like a notebook' I can some what make out the shape as it gets closer to earth.

I run toward where it will land. I catch it. Things like this don't happen every day; it's not normal for notebooks to fall from the sky.

"Death Note," I read the cover aloud. I giggle a bit. "Sounds like something you would find in an anime."

I flip through the pages as I walk home, reading the 'How to Use' pages. Apparently whose ever name I write in this notebook while thinking of their face will die. Defiantly something out of an anime.

This could have been a prank of some sort; but it wouldn't hurt to try it out. To try it out on the boys who hurt me today. I smile for the first time today; knowing that I might be able to stop all the pain without losing my life.


I walk into my house again and close the door behind me. It would be best if I try it out on someone who no one would really notice if they died. Maybe a criminal on death's roe? That would work. I go online and search for a list of criminals who are going to die at the hands of the law.

I pick one at random and look at their picture; memorizing it. I write down their name in the notebook with the image in my head of their face. Takuya Yuuto. He looked mean. He was bald and had a tattoo of a skull on the right side of his head. He had an angry expression in his mug shot.

I turned on the news. Maybe they would say that an inmate died; that would prove this book to be true. It took a few minutes, but apparently, the man was about to have his sentence carried out. Right before he was taken from his cell, he died of a heart attack. I killed him!

I start laughing. This is so much fun! My heart is racing as the adrenaline is pumped through my veins. I killed a human being, without even having to leave my computer desk! The thought scares me a bit. I have the power to end someone's life by simply knowing their name and face. This is going to change my life for good!


Author's Note: Okay, what do you think? This is my first fan fiction that has my own characters in it! I was a bit hesitant at first, but then thought 'it might be easier to keep them in character if they are my characters.' Tell me if I should add some of the characters from the anime into the equation~ Also, tell me if you like it or if it needs more work~ But please, don't be a troll, no one likes having to solve riddles when crossing a bridge!