Okay, this is my first Legend of Zelda story and I do hope that you all enjoy! This will be an AU-ish type of story. A pretty short OneShot.
I'm afriad.
I'm afraid that if you look into my eyes, you will see all the suffering I'm going through and I'm afraid that if you see into my soul, that you won't like the person that will be staring back at you.
So please, just this once, don't be against me just be for me. I want to see if you mean it when you say that you'll be with me to the end. I want to believe you but how can I when you haven't even given me one shred of hope that you can survive the storm that I am in with me? How do I know that you will not just leave when the going gets tough?
I want to believe that all will be well but even I cannot fool myself. I know that you will betray me one day and leave me to deal with this alone.
I have no one to understand and no one who cares to understand. That is fine with me though, I enjoy being alone. I wouldn't mind having just two or three individuals who do not care if I am mean and cold hearted. Who wouldn't mind if I have no happy soul. Who wouldn't mind getting pelted with rain in this eternal storm.
So far I have seen no sunshine in this pouring rain and blistering wind. I have learned to adapt myself to my surroundings, so now I am merely a shell of who I once was. It's like I'm a zombie of some sorts, my body and mind wander this earth while my soul begs and pleads to be free. My voice is that of silk on satin that has been frozen over in the deep depths of hell. I convey no emotion so even though I am afraid I do not show it.
My emotions stay hidden beneath this mask that I have created for myself and I feel that I am doomed to wander this earth alone and misguided, never knowing happiness in its true and raw form. For some reason I am perfectly okay with this.
Why? Because, as I have stated, I am afraid; and I take great pride and pleasure in showing the doubters and non-believers that I can be strong without them.
Please review and let me know how I did and what I can do to improve! Also it will make Link very happy if you did! Kura-Kun.