Kirin sighed as she looked out the window while sitting in the windowsill leaning her back against the side-frame. The world was slowly plunging into darkness and she knew she had her part in the cause and for that exact reason she hated herself. She couldn't look at her reflection without wanting to break whatever reflected her. Sure she would never be devoured by the creatures of darkness but at what price? She had no freedom left and no control of her life anymore. She had no choice but to obey every last command from the Lord Of Darkness even if she disagreed with him.
Kirin heaved yet another sigh as she remembered her past and what she used to do and think with her life before getting involved with the war of light and darkness. She used to be a warrior in training and a good one at that. Her skills had brought her far and wide and had lead her to win many competitions as well as some of the best friends she had ever had. Kirin smiled to herself as a lonely tear ran from her right eye across her cheek leaving only a wet stripe of a track behind before falling to the ground and shatter into pieces on the stone floor. Oh yeah, those were good times and the best of memories in her dark mind. To bad those memories included the ruin of her life and what had dragged her away from what could have been a new beginning for the world and perhaps for Kirin herself.
Kirin thought back on how she used to feel aroused just standing on the stage with her powers charged feeling the rush of the cheering crowd even it was small. "Useless" she thought these days because she had no need for these memories anymore. They only got in her way of doing her job properly. She heaved a deep sigh again and slid down from the windowsill. Her feet lightly collided with the floor making a small sound that echoed throughout the nearly empty room she spend her time in.
She walked through the room and gazed at the lack of furniture inside it. Besides the window with the windowsill there was a dresser with clothes and a bed that wasn't even comfortable to Kirin anymore. On top of the dresser was a bowl of water and a towel and on the wall above was a mirror Kirin didn't care to look into anymore. The floor was made from pale marble and felt cold to her bare feet as she just walked back and forth in the room. The walls had a plain color and the lack of furniture and heat made the room seem more like a prison than anything else but Kirin had stopped caring about that a long time ago. It didn't matter to her anymore. As things were now she just awaited her death whether it was by the hands of the one she loved or her old comrades in the fight against the darker powers.
Kirin looked down at herself and heaved yet another sigh. She was wearing the uniform assigned to her by the Lord of Darkness whom she had pledged her loyalty to. A simple pair of pants, a short tight top, shoes with a slight heel and a jacket all pitch black so she could hide in shadows with ease. Kirin sighed and tried to wrap the jacket tighter around herself to try and stay warm this day. She sat back up on the windowsill and leaned against the sideframe looking out as a rain started falling down. Her memories started flowing as it all started for her on a rainy day as well. And as thing were now it looked like it would all end on a day where the rain was slowly falling down cleansing and giving life to the nature that the darkness was about to swallow and control.
