I know I haven't updated either of my stories. I'll try to update for at least one of them this week. And here's a 4th of July fic! It has nothing to do with this Holiday, but anyways...
Disclaimer: I don't own SWAC... blah blah blah.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
"We're done, Chad." His eyes widenedin surprise, and maybe sadness? "No, wait, Sonny-" I turned on my heel and stomped out of his house.
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
"Hey Chad, I..." My smile flickered as I saw him making out with some blonde girl. They pulled away quickly when they heard me. "Sonny, it's not what it looks like!" "I think it's exactly what it looks like. And don't tell me you were practicing a scene for Mackenzie Falls. She's not even on that show!" I gave him one last glare, and walked off to my dressing room.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
After Chad cheated on me, I didn't really know how to believe or trust anyone anymore. Not even myself. I wasn't 'Little Miss Sunshine' anymore, more like 'Little Miss Anger', really.
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
Everytime I see him, I just want to break down and cry. But I can't, because he'll know that I miss him. And he can't ever know that. He'll say some snide remark about the CDC charm or something.
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
I just walk by quickly and put on a huge beam, to let him know that I'm so much better without him, even though it's not true.
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Then I think about if I really was happy with Chad to begin with. I honestly don't know. And I guess I'll never know now.
We stopped talking to each other, than Condor Studio's shut down. We didn't even see each other anymore. We both became huge movie stars. I was very happy without him. I eventually got married and had two kids, one boy and one girl. One day I was buying groceries when I saw a man with the same golden hair and clear blue eyes. I still wonder if that was him.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Sorry if any of this is rushed. I'm trying to get to sleep, so yeah.