Sadistic nature, Telling lies.
Dark soul.
Startling glances.

Blood claws.
Bared fangs.
Black wings.
I'm going insane.

I see these things.
Above me as I lay.
I know what they are.
They are me.

The looming figure smiled.
I showed no fear.
He lifted me, and held me.

He carried me,
I stopped breathing.
He stroked back my hair.
I faded away.

I will never wake.
I am returned to my life.
The one of Darkness.
I don't care.

I have changed.
Even they think I'm cold.
The things come closer.
"What's wrong?" They say.

I look over my shoulder. I feel pain.
It hurts so much. I grip my heart and fall.

Tears want to fall.
But I refuse. I stand once more,
"My life was done."

It makes no difference.
What I once felt.
The love for him.
I said my Farewell.

They never guessed.
I'd end that way.
In my sleep.
I still walked away.

They'll find the body.
Without a soul.
I don't need a Reaper,
To know what I've done.

To kill that way.
With no sign of regret.
To give into Rage.
And take his life.

I know I loved him.
I tried to run.
The inner war hurt.
I reached for a gun.

I tried to rid myself. Of my desire.
I went up then down,
they both refused.

I yank my hair,
I scream to the sky.
I ended like them.
From long ago.

I knew what they were.
"Renovation" mom said,
What a horrible lie. I won't believe.

When they came out,
I went in.
He took my hand,
and smiled sadly.

They would watch me,
when I went out to play.
I grew used to them,
then moved away.

They were sometimes bloody,
But they both cared They snuck in at night, and I was never scared.

I have fond memories,
Even for them,
but what they did,
drove me off the deep end.

I smiled as I saw them.
In this dark abyss.
Together forever.
Are trapped souls.