"Mercedes? Mercedes Jones?" Apparently I wasn't aware that Kurt was calling me for the past minute, as I was staring stupidly in Sam's direction. I turned to see Kurt standing next to my locker unaware that I came back to reality.

"I'm sorry Kurt, I was looking at some-" Kurt looked at me with a curious face; he was interested how I would finish my sentence.

"Thing. I was uh…looking at something." Kurt wasn't buying it, so to make me more uncomfortable than I already was; he turned around to see that the "thing" that I had been staring at for the past minute was in fact Trouty Mouth Sam.

"Miss Mercedes Jones, I spy with my little eye an interest towards the Bieber." That had been his name since he had performed and dressed like Justin Bieber.

"What? Kurt you are crazy. I seriously have no idea what you are talking about?" Kurt laughed softly at my lame ass attempt to make this conversation go away. I didn't want him to see what I was truly hiding behind my eyes.

"Mercedes, do you remember a long time ago, you asked me if I had ever kissed anybody?"

"Yes. So?" I honestly didn't know why Kurt had taken me back to last year, reminding me of a stupid question I asked him, while I kept staring at Puck and Santana making out in front of me, but at least we weren't talking about Sam.

"So? The face of sadness, wanting and desire of love you had that day, suddenly started reappearing right now. What are you not telling me?" Great, we weren't done talking about Sam.

"Kurt, there is nothing to tell. Even if I did tell you that-" Kurt leaned with eager eyes towards me, wanting me to spill the dish, but I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction.

"Yes?"

"It wouldn't change anything, it would just all go to waste and it will be me ending with a broken heart." Kurt suddenly started looking at me with a confused face, he wasn't sure to what I was intending to say, which was I wanted.

"I'm not sure I'm following you Mercedes." I laughed softly at him, he had no idea that I was in love with Sam, and I wanted that to be my secret, something not even Kurt; my best friend needed to know.

"It's all right, if you don't, I'm just talking because that's what I do best."

"Mercedes, you seem afraid? What can you possibly be afraid of? You're Mercedes Jones!" I smiled at his attempt to cheer me up, but it didn't work. Suddenly the loudness of the bell scared me, and I need to go head to class.

"I better go to class, it's math, don't want to be late." I closed my locker and walked away, as I turned around to see Kurt, with concern written all over his face, and I just turned around and continued on my way.


This is the 1st chapter, there will be more. So, do you think mercedes should keep it a secret? Do you think Kurt will do anything? You'll find out later. Please give me your feedback, it means the world.