-1I don't own Yugioh, if I did then there would be lots of YAOI!
Warning: incest, yaoi
Rating: MA
Summary:
Mokuba and Seto have been in a relationship for about a year now,
only lately he and Mokuba have been getting into more and more
fights. Will
Mokuba really leave him? Read on to find
out.
Notes: Ok so this is the first time I tried this paring
so forgive me if it
sucks k? Oh and Mokuba's 18 and Seto's
25.
Ending it all
Mokuba's pov:
I love him, I really do but
sometimes I can't stand him! I don't know what
to do anymore. I
mean we fight all the time and then he wants to pretend
that
nothing happened! I don't want to bring up old problems but I also
don't want to keep avoiding them either. How can he love me yet
lie to me at
the same time?! He acts like I don't know, like I'm
blind and can't see what
he's doing. Well I can and I confronted
Seto about it and all he said was
that it was to keep up
appearances.
You see Seto has a "girlfriend." Well
that's what the world thinks anyway.
He never does anything with
me when she's around. Everything we do has to be
done in the dead
of the night. That's not fair to me damn it! And I tell him
this
but all he does is make up excuses. I know he loves me and not her
but
that doesn't keep me from feeling hurt anyway. It's like I'm
some sort of
embarrassment to him.
And I wonder some times
if I should call it off. I have in the past, but
they only lasted
about 2-3 weeks before I gave in to Seto's apologies and
went
back to him. I hate the thought of not being with him but I don't
think
that I should be used when needed and then tossed aside for
another. This is
what we are fighting about. Well what we were
fighting about. I just told
Seto that I don't think I should have
to be with someone who can't love me
properly. Then I just walked
out and into my room and locked the door.
I hear his soft
knock on the door, but pretend not to. I hear him sigh and
slide
down to the floor. "Mokuba I know you're awake, please come open
the
door so we can talk about this." He pleades through the
door. I want to yet
I know once he's through the door I might not
be able to really leave him.
So I pull the blanket tight around
myself and wait. I look down and see a
ring on my finger. It was
the ring that he gave me after the first time we
made love to one
another. He said that if I really wanted to ever leave him
that
all I had to do was take off the ring and he'd understand not to push
the subject. I was never able to take it off, for I loved him too
much.
I feel anger rise up in me, it was him who was ruining
our relationship not
me so why do I feel so bad when I think
about taking it off! I rip the ring
off my finger and throw it at
the door. Seto must have heard the ring
hitting the door because
he became quiet all of the sudden. "Mokuba please
let me in,
I really am sorry and I want to talk this out with you." He
said.
There was a trace of fear in his voice now. Did he figure
out what was
thrown? I feel tears start to fall down my face. I
don't understand why this
has to hurt so much. I did nothing to
deserve such pain. I hear him ask me
to open the door again only
this time he sounded a little choked up. Almost
as if he was
crying himself, but that's imposable.
I get up and rush to the
door and open it. I looked down at his face and you
could see the
tears going down his face. He looked up at me then to my hand.
When
he didn't see the ring on my finger his head dropped down and his
shoulders started to shake. I could no longer stand it when I
heard him
start to sob. I never meant to hurt him, I just wanted
him to love me and me
only. I bent down and pulled him into my
arms.
"Please don't leave me, not like this, not for
this. Look I'll stop doing
anything that you don't like but
please just don't leave me!" Seto begged
me. I held him
tighter. I never could leave him not even if what he was
doing
would end up killing me.
"I'm not, I never was going to, I
just got angry." Was all I could think of
to say.
"You
took off your ring-" He started to say before I cut him off.
"I
know, it's like I said I was angry and upset at they way I was being
treated. Yet even if you were to beat me I wouldn't be able to
leave you.
For I love you too much." I said before I lifted
up his face and kissed him
passionately.
I never could end
it for I love him too much and that love only gets
stronger as
time goes on.
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Ok this is the first fic I did with this
paring so take it easy on me. I
hope you liked it and don't flame
me if don't like the paring because then
you should have stopped
reading this fic a long time ago! Cookies to anyone
who reviews!
J
