The Battle of Wits
by BlueSmidge101
Disclaimer: I am not J.K. Rowling and am not making any money whatsoever from this story, so please don't sue
And he whispered in my ear, "Well we will have to see about that won't we?
It sent chills up and down my spine, I silently curse, bastard, how can he do this to me with one whisper, one touch. God I hate him! Or maybe I don't, maybe I am just in denial and do not want to come to terms with the fact that I may truly, deeply love him. His voice is so magical; it… vibrates in my very skin and captures my heart. I could drown in that voice. It makes me laugh, makes my heart soar. It could crush my hopes with a single word…that is what he means to me.
He turns around and leaves, my hope crashes. Well I guess he can ruin my day with a simple action too.
I feel like screaming my head off. Argh…I feel like ripping my hair out and bursting into tears! It is not fair how he can make me feel this way.
Does he feel it too? Does he feel the electricity when he accidentally brushes my arm, does he sneak glances just to see if I am looking at him. Does he feel like a magnet drawn to iron exactly like I am, or does he not. Is he just toying with my heart just to rip it out when I least expect it.
My problem is that my mind and heart are at an accord, I want him, so bad and I can, sort of feel the friction, the tension that rolls off of us whenever we are together. It's chemical, exactly like he has been telling me for the past two years, he wanted me before, but how can I tell he actually wants me now. I want him, most people can see it in my desperate glances and body language, well it basically screams that I like him. It's amazing, when he likes me, I want nothing to do with him. And then when I like him, he stays away… how ironic.
Well I guess I will just have to pluck up the courage and ask him. Oh come on! I am a Gryffindor for Pete's sake. Come on Lily, just go up to him and tell him how you feel. I have to end this nerve-wracking battle of wits.
Well please review, I would love to hear what you think. I still need to improve my writing a lot!