((this is just a oneshot I came up with I hope you like it…yes…I know its sad…here it goes…without you…it's almost like a music video…or a commercial…no it's not a trailer for something…check out my full length story…Confused?...so far there are 9 chapters…XOXO, CHRISTINE))
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Miley
sits up in bed. "He's gone," she said aloud, trying to grasp
the meaning of the word gone. She didn't want to believe it, but
she knew it. The love of her life was gone.
Without you, the
seeds root, the flowers bloom,
the children play. The stars
gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you.
Miley
climbed out of bed, a single tear dripping from her beautiful eyes.
She looked out of her window, at the ocean, at the horizon, where
somewhere out there, he was sitting on it, off in a "better
place".
The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without
you.
What
is the real meaning of better place? Miley asked herself. She slid
out her window onto the balcony where she sat and watched the waves
of the ocean crashing against the beach. Everything was still
normal. The waves still splashed and the sun still rose and set,
without him to ever see them again.
Without you, the breeze
warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves.
Miley's
hair ruffled in the wind as she felt the wind on her face, the winds
of loss. She was now all alone. There was nobody for her anymore.
There was nothing for her here.
Without you, the tides
change, the boys run, the oceans crash.
She
silently climbs down the side of the balcony and feels the sand on
her skin, the same sand, except he'd never walk upon it again.
The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you.
How
could everything be so normal? Didn't they understand he was gone?
The world definitely wasn't shaking with sadness and mournfulness.
How could it be this way? He was dead. Why couldn't anybody see
that?
The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you.
"I
can't live without him," Miley whispered, crying. She grabbed
the sand and let it fall through her fingers. He was falling through
her fingers. If she could only grasp them. She snatched the air,
the clean, ocean air. He was gone.
The world revives,
Miley
ran towards the rock over the ocean that she had a habit of sitting
on. She prostrated herself upon it, sobbing. His soul was in the
sea, with his body, with his plane. He was Jake. He would live
forever. He was invincible. In just a second he would emerge from
the water and pull her sobbing figure into his arms.
Colors
renew,
She
lied there, waiting. Her love would emerge to comfort her as he
always did. Where is he? She lied there, waiting for him to rise
from the ocean blue, take her hand, and look into her eyes, erasing
the pain and suffering searing through her, ripping her apart.
But
I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue
If
he didn't come to her, than she would go to him. She sat up,
throwing herself off the edge into the water. She swam around,
searching, the salt stinging her eyes. It was just the lonely ocean.
Without you. Without you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the
pulse beats.
There
it was something was there, bathed in the blue light, beckoning her
to come to it. She swam eagerly, into the depths, deeper, and
deeper…
Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walks, the lungs
breathe.
She
reached the blue light, surrendering to it. It reached its hand,
wanting her to take it.
The mind churns!
Miley's
hair ruffled in the water, suspended. She needed no air. All she
needed was what was in front of her, wanting to pull her into the
beyond. The light illuminated. All she could see was the hand,
reaching out to her to pull her away.
The mind churns!
All
around her was the deep blue sea. She must have been miles away from
shore. The crystal sunlight was gone. The only light was the blue
lighted person, her shining light in the gloomy darkness.
The
heart yearns!
She yearned to follow the light as it led her on. She wanted the nothingness, the beyond. She had desperately yearned for it for a week, now.
The heart yearns!
She
grasped the hand, beginning to effortlessly fly smoothly through the
water, deeper, deeper, farther, farther.
The tears dry, without
you.
Life goes on, but I'm gone.
'Cause I die, without you.
After
what seemed like hours, illuminated by light, a large figure came
into her view, an airplane, sunken in the water. The light pulled
her inside, to wear her love was. She could feel his cold, frozen
body, limp, lifeless. She felt herself grabbing it, clenching it to
herself. Reunited at last.
Without you.
She
lay down next to it. She would stay with it forever. She would
never leave him, her love. She would stay with him forever.
Without
you.
She
began to feel the light come closer, engulfing her, leading her.
Warmth and peace spread through her. She was with her love again,
and she'd never be parted.
Without you
She surrendered to the beyond, the peace, where she would once again be united in life and love with Jake Ryan.
((I hope you liked it…I take a lot of writing classes at school…and this was a lesson and I used this song…I love it so much…I OWN NONE OF THIS...well except the writing of course…all the unitalicized stuff is mine…XOXO, CHRISTINE))
