I could just let go of the edge. Fall, sink into oblivion, end it all. It would be so easy. And it hurts so much…
But when I look up, I see his face there. Anxious, desperate. Willing me to try. Willing me to live.
All the pain, it could end here. It could be gone. Forever.
I wait for a moment, tottering on the brink of doom. No.I think. I can't.I must try, for Sam.
He is all but pleading me now. "Don't let go!" It's almost a whisper this time.
No Sam.I won't let go.