Prologue: December 28th,2013 Train Station

"Shizu-chan please let me explain!" Izaya cried out. Things were spiraling out of control, he never wanted this. He was losing him, losing him to his past. This wasn't suppose to happen, this wasn't-

"Save it Izaya! I know all about it! I trusted you and all this time you fucking lied to me!" His words, like venom. Pure anger pouring from his words. His heart now reduced to pieces, unfixable. One day too late…

"Shizu-chan it's not like that! I don't want to lose you! Let me-"

"No! I'm done Izaya! I'm done with you, with this relationship, with all of it!" Shizuo yelled as he pulled the ring from his finger and through it onto the cold floor. The sound echoed off the walls only making this even more real. A dream…God in heaven…let it be a dream…

"Shizu-chan…I love you...," Izaya said as forced back his tears. Three words, three simple words, they meant so much, now, worthless. Shizuo clenched his fists and glared at Izaya. Those words meant nothing to him now, completely void of a meaning.

"I hate you! I hate you with every fiber of my being! I don't ever want to see your face ever again! If I catch you in Ikebukuro or near the orphanage, so help me God I'll kill you!" Izaya couldn't hold out any longer. Tears poured from his eyes, falling like rain. Shizuo felt it, the one thing he couldn't hold back. A single tear slowly rolled down Shizuo's face. His last tear, a tear of bitterness.

"Goodbye Izaya…this will be the last time our paths meet…," Shizuo said bitterly as he turned to leave the train station. Within minutes he was gone…forever. Izaya stood alone in the train station crying and punching the walls out of anger. He won. He did it. Izaya's world, shattered. Just. What. He. Wanted.

Sunday Morning December 1, 2013

The sun's warm rays pushed through the pure white curtains of their apartment. Izaya unconsciously extended his arm out to hug his sleeping lover, only to touch the soft silky sheets instead. Sensing this, he slowly opened his eyes to see his sleeping monster wasn't beside him. The awakening raven rose up and looked around the room for his blonde. He swung his legs over the bed and got up. He opened the door and walked into the hallway, still no sign of him.

"This is the last night you'll spend alone. I'll wrap you in my arms and I won't let go. I'm everything you need me to be…," a familiar voice sung out. Beautiful, flawless, his true love's voice.

Izaya walked down the hall and saw his boyfriend standing in the kitchen making breakfast. The aroma was intoxicating, it drew Izaya in. He silently made his way into the kitchen and wrapped his arms around Shizuo's waist.

"Good morning, Shizu-chan," Izaya said quietly into Shizuo's ear. He turned his head and smiled gently at his raven haired lover. Izaya leaned in and placed a soft kiss on Shizuo's lips, soft like roses.

"So what's for breakfast?" Izaya asked staring at the various ingredients being tossed around in the skillet.

"Your favorite, yakisoba and domburi with egg and chicken on top. If you don't want that you better tell me now before I get too far into cooking it." Izaya stared at the food being prepared before him and smiled. Anything's good as long as his monster is making it. Izaya gently kissed Shizuo's neck and whispered in his ear,

"How'd you know that's what I wanted?" Shizuo took in a sharp breathe and tried to fight back the urge to screw Izaya senseless, did that last night. Trying to hide the pleasure in his voice he replied,

"Aren't I supposed to know what you want for breakfast? I am your boyfriend after all. I have to know these things." Izaya placed his head on Shizuo's shoulder and laughed to himself.

"I love you Shizu-chan."

"I love you too Izaya."

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"Ittadakimasu," both Shizuo and Izaya said. Chopsticks were broken and the breakfast before them was quickly eaten. Izaya couldn't resist Shizuo's cooking, no way in hell. Many times he's suggested Shizuo become a chef but he always said the same thing, "I only want to cook for you." So romantic, damn him. He always knew just what to say to make him feel all warm inside, he hated it sometimes. Izaya didn't want to admit that he loved Shizuo more than anything on this earth, in fear it might happen again. The thought made Izaya quiver in fear. No, never again, never again…

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The dishes and kitchen were cleaned at they had the whole day to themselves, what to do? This was the only day Izaya didn't have any transports for Celty or any business matters to be taken care of, his first day of in a long time. Frankly he didn't want to go anywhere or do anything except just be with Shizuo. He never realized how much the blonde meant to him, he didn't want to realize it, venerability, something he couldn't afford to have. It was a little to late to hide it since they've already bought an apartment and moved in together and it's only been a year, two that they've been together. Surely he knows, nothing gets past him. That's what terrifies Izaya. If he finds out then…it will happen again.

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"You are nothing without me. You can't survive without me. You live by my rules and I am your

God. Remember the fact that no one will ever love you, because you're nothing but a slut who will do anything for a quick fuck. You're worthless, pathetic, and you belong to me and don't you ever forget it…"

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Well since it is New Year's Eve I decided to give you guys a little peek at what I'm cooking up. I got an idea and I' m going for it. Sorry if my Japanese breakfast choices weren't the best but unfortunately I'm not a native of Japan =( so I had to make due with what I found on Google. I hope you liked this little chapter and I hope you'll stick around for more. Happy New Years guys from Me, Shizuo, Izaya, and everyone from Durarara! ^_^