Foxface's Death
I can see them. Both. The star crossed lovers from District 12 or whatever they said. Katniss has got a bow. I know it. Glimmer had it before she died. Propably Katniss killed her. Or she found her corpse.
I follow them through the shrubberys and the trees. There's a lake behinde Katniss and Peeta. They speak something, but I can't quite understand. Katniss nods and shows Peeta something. I think berrys or roots that you can eat.
Katniss goes away. When she goes through the forest, you can't hear her. I think she is a hunter. I'm sure she had hunted when she was in her district. Peeta isn't as silent as Katniss. He's louder than me. And because I know that I'm loud, I avoid to go in front of other tributes.
He collects some dark blue berrys from a shrub. While he collects and collects I must think about my home. I had two big brothers, called Robin and Mick. Sixteen and nineteen. Mick was already save.
My mother died when I was one year old. I can't remember her and my dad … there are no pictures, no memories, nothing. I not even know his name. It is like something in my soul is missing, but how can something miss that has never been there?
I loved my brothers. When I was reaped, I thought I couldn't win. Yes, there are only five tributes left, but now I'm not sure. In the middle of the games I thought I could make it. But now I can't stop thinking about Cato.
When he would kill me, he would do it slow, I'm sure. I'm scared about this moment. It will be painful. Painfuller than I can imagine. I watched the Hunger Games for fourtheen years. Now I'm fiveteen. There were a lot of painful moments. It was horrible to watch them. How horrible will it be to be the killed person? I can't and I don't want imagine.
Peeta stands up. He looks around, but he can't see me, hiding behind a big willow. I look at the maedow. On Peetas jacket are some of the berrys he collect. I run to them and take some of them. They are soft and …
Then I recognize them. Nightlocks. I know them from the training. They said, you will be death before they are in your stomage. I want to throw them away, but then I've got an idea. When you eat them, you'll die fast. Really fast. It looks like they are perfect for me.
I swallow. I can do it. It will mean my death. I can do it. And I will do it. I lead them to my mouth. Fast. I'm scared. Should I really do it? Suddenly I'm not sure anymore.
I hear someone. I hide behind my willow. There is no one. I take the nightlocks in my mouth. I bite them. Carefully. My whole body trembles. I won't die through Cato. I will do fast and without hurting.
The Capitol will hate me. They can see that I know what these berrys are. They will see it as a rebellious act. But when I'm death, they can't so anything to me. Because I'll be death already.
I swallow again. But this time with the berrys. It was so selfish, I think suddenly. I eat them because I don't want to have a painfull death! They can't do anything to me, but they can do something to my brothers.
The tears run out of my eyes. It was wrong! So wrong. I wanna make it back but I can't! I can see the colourful lights. I fall down. It doesn't hurt. I can't feel anything.
I can hear the canone. I can hear Katniss screams. I can see her, racing to the maedow. She sees the berrys. Another scream.
Then she sees me. She opens my freezed hand and sees the berrys. The looks straight into my eyes. I'm still alive. But she thinks I'm death. I will die soon. I can die every moment.
I think about my brothers. I want to say that I love them. But I can't. I can't even take the necklace that my mother gave to me before she died. I can't do anything.
Everything becomes black. I can't see Katniss anymore. I can't hear her, screaming after Peeta. I only fell how my body flies.
I was so selfish. I'm so sorry. I was so selfish.