Edit: Wow, it's been over year since I wrote this. I wanted to make this a two shot, but inspiration died and has yet to be resurrected. BLLAAAAARGGGH


I couldn't believe it.

From that moment on

We were bonded by Hatred,

Suffocated by Darkness.

I became

Consumed by Vengeance,

Obsessed with surpassing

Him.

I was

Robbed of my innocence,

Of my youth,

Of my own freedom,

Because I was blinded

By Hatred.

I refused

To hear Her pleas.

I ignored

The fact that He was still my friend,

Despite the fact that I betrayed Him,

And everyone else.

I can't believe

The things I've done,

What I've become.

I

am nothing special.

I

am not strong.

I kept the Cycle going.

Maybe,

If only,

I had not shut them out.

If only

I were strong

I would have been able to move on.

"If only"

Cannot save me now.

Nothing can save me now.

All I can do now

Is hope that

They can forgive me

And not make

The same mistakes

I did.


Reviews are loved forever! *hinthintwinkwink*