iSee You Again
Hey Guys I'm back for another story. This one's a multi-fic. Here's the prologue for the story. I'm hoping to add more chapters to this story. This chapter's going to be a bit sad, but it's important for the set up of the rest of the story. So please review and let me know what you think. Xx
Disclaimer:I don't own iCarly or any of the characters present.
Prologue
"I'm sorry. I couldn't get to you on time. I didn't mean to let this happen. No. No please, please don't go. No!"
I woke up covered in a cold sweat, I couldn't breathe. My chest was tight and heavy and my heart was aching. It's been like this every night since it happened. I can't sleep, I keep having the same dream over and over again, and I can't stop it. I'm in this dark, black tunnel, and she moving away from me and I'm reaching out to her, but I'm too late, and then she's gone and I can't get her back. Then I wake up and he's holding me, telling me that everything's going to be ok. But I don't think it can ever go back to the way things used to be.
"Sam, hey it's ok, it was just a dream. You're ok. I'm here."
Even though his words are warm and comforting they can't make everything ok. They can't change what happened, they can't bring her back.
"It's not ok Freddie, it's not. You keep saying that everything's going to be ok and for a while I believed you because I trust you and I wanted to believe it too, but it just keeps getting worse, the pain, it won't go away. Don't you feel it too?"
"Off course I feel it too. She was my baby as well. But you have to stop blaming yourself. You were in a car accident Sam she was born too soon, and it hurt like hell, to hold her and to fall in love with her, and to know that she wasn't going to make it. Do you really think I would forget that?"
"It was my fault. I was driving and I couldn't stop it. I couldn't save us from crashing."
"Sam you weren't to blame. The lorry came out of nowhere, and it was that idiot behind the wheel was to blame. The last few months have been so hard and I've watched you, thinking it was your fault. It wasn't Sam, you need to believe that."
"I was her mother, I was supposed to protect her, keep her safe and I didn't."
"It's ok Sam we will get through this together. We can get back on track. We still have a wedding to plan right? Try and get some sleep ok."
Freddie's POV
The light pierced through the curtains, and traced across the bed. I reached out to grab on to Sam but instead of pulling her close I grabbed a handful of thin air.
"Sam, Sam where are you?"
"Hey Sam, are you in here? Sam, Sam."
I kept calling out to her, where was she. That's when I saw it, a little purple envelope with my name on the front. As I read through it I recognised it was written in Sam's handwriting. She's left me! What why how could she do this?
Freddie,
I love you; I really do, with all of my heart. We had a rough start I know, and I know that we didn't exactly plan the baby; I mean we were in the middle of planning a wedding, moving house at first it seemed like a mistake like it all came at the wrong time, but I wanted our baby so much. When she died a piece of me died with her, a piece of me that I can never get back. I tried to move on, tried to be strong for you but I couldn't do it. Every time I look at you all I see is her. She had your eyes Freddie and your mouth and when you smile I can imagine her smiling. So I have to leave I need to get away. I don't know where or for how long. But I know that everyday I'm gone I'll be thinking of you.
Love always Sam. X
The letter said it all I had pushed her away. I could I expect her to be ok after the baby died. She had carried her, she was a mum already. And now she wasn't and I was trying to make out that everything was ok. Now I've lost her and I'll never get her back.
4 Years Later – Sam's POV
I reached the door, hoping that he would still be here that he wouldn't off met someone else, or moved away. I was hoping that maybe he would be waiting for me. I reached for the handle when suddenly it opened. There he stood the man I've dreamed of for four years, the one I love. Here we are face to face. I'm ready now, ready to face what happened and maybe just maybe I would be able to get Freddie back..
.. To be continued
Ok so there you have it, the prologue for my new fanfic. I have a lot more ideas for this story. But first I want to know what you make of this chapter. So please review and let me know what you think. I would really appreciate it.
Thanks Guys
SeddieDreams21 . xx