DISCLAIMER: in this story there is talk of abuse and self harm, if you get triggered by this please do not read but otherwise it will be to a minimum, i do not own divergent or any of its characters
Prologue
Tris pov
I have learned the hard about trusting people, when people know more about you it is easier for them to hurt you.
For my whole life I have been made fun of because I have a rare medical condition called factor 7, it is where my blood doesn't clot fast, I bruise and can get injuries that is worse than a person with out, it sucks because I can't really do any sports because of the higher chance of death with them. I am not the kid that has their walls Lined with trophies or prizes, I am the kid that tries to hide in the shadows and not be noticed.
I have never had a friend that has stayed around for more than 4 years and even that one, felt like it ended a long time before, no matter who my friend is there is always someone better that is their first pick for anything. I have never really opened up after my ex best friend left me for someone else, we one day got into huge argument and she told people my secrets that I really wanted to keep private.
When I was little I loved to be around people, but now if I don't have some sort of bond I don't want to be around you. I also love to swim, run, school and do target practice with guns and bows, my love of target practice, school and swimming have stuck with me but running has died down a little. The awards I have are my swimming awards and I don't even have those hung up, as much as I like to brag I really have no need to keep them up, no one will ever see them. When I finally get a good friend some better comes around or they move away and I never hear from them or see them again, and then other times my so called friends leave me and then pretend that I never existed, this all started when I changed schools when I was 8, I used to be a sweet kid who loves to be around people and had lots of friends but that all changed, I hope changing schools again will help this time.
Page brake
BEEP BEEP
I wake up to my alarm and he ready as I get up and get going my adoptive moms, Tori, knocks on my door and tells me when I get home from school she won't be there so I need to finish unpacking.
I dress in black jeans and a black off the shoulder shirt that says don't mess with me..
I get into my jeep than drive to school, as I drive I put my iPod on shuffle and my favorite song comes, Do or Die
In the middle of the night, when the angels scream,
I don't want to live a lie that I believe.
Time to do or die.
I will never forget the moment, the moment.
I will never forget the moment.
And the story goes on... on... on...
That's how the story goes.
That's how the story goes.
You and I'll never die.
It's a dark embrace.
In the beginning was life, a dawning age.
Time to be alive.
I will never forget the moment, the moment.
I will never forget this night.
We sing, we sing...
On... on... on...
That's how the story goes.
Fate is coming, that I know.
Time is running, got to go.
Fate is coming, that I know.
Let it go.
Here right now
Under the banner of heaven, we dream out loud
Do or die, and the story goes
On... on... on...
And the story goes on... on...
This is the story
Fate is coming, that I know (this is the story)
Time is running, got to go (this is the story)
Fate is coming, that I know (this is the story)
Let it go.
Here right now,
Under the banner of heaven, we dream out loud
Dream out loud!
Fate is coming, that I know (time to do or die)
Time is running out (time to do or die)
Fate is coming, that I know (time to do or die)
Let it go...
As the song ends i try to think about what my new school will be like and what will happen, will it be like my old school or will I have a new life here.
When I pull up I see almost all the girls wearing crop tops and short skirts, when I get out of my car I try to think of what could happen as soon as I Walk into the door.
I find the office and I get my
Time table,
Gym
French
Physics
Lunch
Study hall
Art
Algebra
Music
As I look over my classes I run into a boy with blond hair and green eyes, he is kind of cute until he says watch where you're going stiff, I put my head down and keep walking to my locker thinking to myself about how this school is no different than the rest, when I get there i see a group of teens my age and I just stand there and wait for them to leave but they just keep talking until one of the girls notices me and asks me what I need I simply point to my locker, she seems to get the message and she tells everyone to back away from my locker, as I am putting my stuff away.
I start to walk to gym, then it hits me what am I going to do about my tattoos, i guess i can't hide them forever right so might as well show them… I have one a raven for tori and bud (adoptive family) for they are the ones that saved me and a third one for the older brother i only saw a few times before he disappeared, even though he wasn't there really but he did still take a beating from dad when i couldn't handle it, he was always dad's favorite; he never got hit as hard or as much as me for I was the one that killed mom.
When I get to the locker rooms i make sure to change in the bathroom so no one sees the burn marks and scars i have, I get some weird looks from other girls and i just push them aside but then I see who the teacher is I relax a little because the coach is my agent for finding me a home, I quickly run over to max and that sense it is a new year we get to go over rules instead of doing anything. Gym was pretty boring and I keep getting weird looks from girls and boys flirting with me, i don't see why i mean i'm not pretty or anything but i guess its just the boob factor as my only true friend said before she stabbed me in the back, practically telling everyone about my self harm.
Timeskip to lunch
One of the girls that was standing at my locker this morning, Christina, invited me to sit with her friends for lunch.
When I get to the lunchroom I see Christina I walk over to her and ask if she will hold Blake while I go get food, she says yes pretty eagerly, once I get my food I go sit down and take Blake back, I start to eat when the rest of Christina's friends sit down, she introduces them
As, Four, Zeke, Uriah, Marlene, Shauna, and Al.
Four pov
I heard that we have a new student today Christina says while we stand at her locker talking, I hope it's a girl says Marlene, I just stand there until the most gorgeous girl I have ever seen walks over to us and just stands there, I get why buy soon Christina walks over to her and asked what she need, she simply points to the lockers and we get the Drew comes up next to her and wraps his arm around her waist, he's the biggest man whore ever but anyways i see this new girl flinch at the touch. It happens quite fast, this new girl has drew on the floor and her foot at his throat and whispers something in his ear, he runs off after that and she just calmly gets her books and leave without a word but i get just time to look into this girl's beautiful eyes. you can tell they hold pain but at the same time they seek adventure, they look this a stormy night with an amazing mix of blue and grey, the type of eyes that almost don't seem real.
timeskip to lunch
At lunch we arrive late and i'm starving well i was starving until i see and small girl with long blonde hair and the amazing eyes not to mention the awesome fighting skills, just a few people ahead of me. I start to walk to her when the school slut, who has probably slept with ninety percent of the boys in our school, Nita, and she starts to run her hands all over me, first off gross and secondly no. But thankful Zeke, my main man who is with me through thick and thin pulls her off of me and we walk to our table and sit down. I notice the girl is sitting right across from me.
and thats the end of chapter one, leave in the comments what you guys think i'll try to have the next chapter up in a good amount of time but can't promise anything because of school :( but leave comments on how to make it better ;)