If You Still Believe
Hello, first hopefully at least slightly good or at least worth the first reading of a para graph, fanfiction. My other ones suck. so Don't bother reading them. Anyway, enjoy. Bai bai.
Disclaimer :I do NOT own Kodacha. And i don't plan to, not that I'd be able to anyway.
Sana walked down the street. What was there else to do? She felt like someone had taken a big bite into her heart and just washed it down with a glass of water. She didn't see anybody walking alongside her, or anybody walking at all. It wasn't as if she was blind, she just didn't see, if that makes any sense. Paying attention I guess would be the term used. She wasn't paying attention to anything. She could have walked for hours, or days. She could have gone hungry, she could have ended up somewhere in Zimbabwe, and there would have been no way for it to register in her mind. Of course, once it finally did, I doubt there would have been to much love going on.
Sana, after walking for three hours down a sidewalk that seemed empty, stopped and forced herself to lean on the wall. 'This is really stupid,' she thought to herself. 'This walking certainly isn't getting me anywhere.' She looked to the right of her to see a neon sign. "Except maybe the strip club in who-knows-where.' This was not somethin she was used to. Out really on her own, for the first time, and not knowing what to do with herself now that she knew the man she loved wasn't coming back to her.
Flashback:
The phone rang. "Shut up, would you? It's my day off! I'm trying to get some sleep. Reeeeiiii..." It rang again. The burnette gave up, and crawled out of bed.
When Sana heard the voice on the other end, she was almost thankful she got up to get the phone. But it wasn't the same way when the conversation would end. "Hey, Sana. What's up," Akito asked from the other line. His father had gone back to work in L.A. and Akito was visiting his father for the weekend.
Sana replied rather groggily, and somewhat annoyed, "There's not too much going on here. I just woke up."
There was a brief pause before Akito carried on the conversation. This made Sana uncomfortable, and a little scared. The next thing that the boy said, probably wasn't going to make Sana too happy. Akito started hestitantly, "Sana, I have something to tell you."
The ex-actress wanted to hang up the phone, or she wanted to tell him not to say anything, or she wanted to run as far as possible away from any phone line. She wanted to become omish right then and there and wait patiently for the return of her love. Instead of doing any of these things, she sighed. "Yeah? What is it," she asked without the slightest trace of fear in her voice. The acting lessons at Komowari theatre certainly helped with conceling any hint of emotion in her voice.
Akito audibly sighed and said something. Sana wasn't quite sure what the exact words were because here mind decided to take an emergency trip to misery land. He said something along the lines of staying where he was because of the stress of moving back and forth. Sana didn't bother hanging up the phone, and just grabbed her coat, and walked out the door. She just walked. She walked down the street. What was there else to do?