Disclaimer, I don't own any death note characters.

Light watched carefully as Rem left the room… Just as the last bit of him was through the wall, the countdown started…. Before L's death, before he won the non-stop battle between the word's greatest detective and Kira…
Light smirked as he watched L crunch another Hello panda in his fingers, as he continued to watch the screen with those wide dark eyes… A sudden feeling of Guilt shot through Light's heart.
Each moment he waited as L sat there unknowingly… he was going to die within seconds…
Light's stomach clenched tightly, each second hurt even more and more... He clenched his fists, the thought was unbearable, and he couldn't take it anymore…
He turned and started running as quickly as he could to the room Rem was in, each second counted…
"Light?!" His curious father called to his retreating son.
Light's heart pounded as he thrust the door open to the room… the death note sat still in a pile of sand. He rushed to it and took the Death Note, opening it with such force he thought it was about to rip.
L Lawliet had been written in black ink… He pulled a pen out of his pocket, and scratched the name out over and over again, his heart pounding…. He heard a large thump in a room over… screams fallowed it… He threw the note down and ran to the other room.
L Lie silently on the floor, his chair crooked, a fallen spoon, and the agents' faces absolutely horrified…
Light ran to L's side, holding him in his arms, L's eyes stared into Light's, but slowly closed…
What felt like tears prickled at Light's eyes, the erg to cry over his fallen enemy was hitting him with tremendous force…
"...D-….DAMNIT!!" Light screamed, and then pressing his ear on L's chest, the heartbeat he wanted to hear so badly wasn't there… He grinded his teeth and yelled in L's face,
"WAKE UP! I KNOW YOU'RE ALIVE!! I scratched your name out…. You ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ALIVE RIGHT NOW!!" Tears dripped onto L's pallid cheek as Light cried silently, hoping the other agents wouldn't see his tears.
"Light…" Matsuda whispered quietly, "Wait, if L is dead; the Shinigami will surely kill us next--…" Aizawa's suggestion was cut off quickly, "THAT DAMNED SHINIGAMI IS DEAD YOU FOOL!!"
Everyone was silenced at the sight of Light's tear stained face. Light slowly turned away, he couldn't take the sight of L's blank face any longer, and he cried into L's chest, his feelings about him coming into realization for the first time…
"L… I couldn't make it, I'm so sorry…." He gripped L tightly in his grasp, resisting the want to sob.
"I love you…" He whispered into L's chest… he didn't care about the stares he gained from these words, but he meant each one…