Disclaimer, I don't
own any death note characters and ya that includes L!!!!!!
he is
so cute~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Light stared out the
window. He watched the rain pour, drenching the
concrete of the
balcony leading from the hotel room. He sighed and
returned to the
data entry for the Kira case he was working on. He glanced
over at
L, who was sipping his tea.
"Ryuzaki?" Light said
tiredly. It was getting dark outside. "Do you think we
could
go to bed now?" he yawned.
L looked away from the
computer screen slightly. He glanced at Raito and turned back to the
computer. "In a minute, Light-kun, I am almost
done here."
he said. Light sat down, and stared at the rain some more.
The chain tying the two together rattled as L stood up a few minutes later. "Let's go, then." said the insomniac.
But
Raito had a different idea. He walked out onto the balcony,
immediately
getting soaked by the downpour. L was of course,
dragged out too.
"What are you doing, Light-kun?" he
asked, without emotion as usual. He
stood as still as could be as
he let the rain soak his black, spiked hair.
Light could no longer
live on this way.
His eyes glowed red as he moved closer and
closer to the edge of the
balcony, where a single fence stood
between him and a nine-story fall. In
silence, he leaned over the
edge of the balcony.
"Light-kun, no!" L suddenly
cried. "If you do this, I will die too! Nothing will be gained
by killing the both of us, Raito!" he turned Light
around,
just before he toppled over the balcony. He saved him,
just
barely.
"Ryuzaki, I'm..." Light stammered.
No, he wouldn't give in. He wouldn't reveal his
darkest secret,
even if he was going to die in a few minutes. He wouldn't
have L
know that he won.
L stared hard at Raito. "Light-kun, why
don't we get dried off, and go
back inside?" he said, pulling
the chain towards the balcony door. But
Light walked back to the
fence, eyes full of anger and sadness. He was sick of the evil inside
him.
Light did not want L to die because of his depression. He
loved him, after
all. That is why he must kill himself - he cannot
stand loving L when he did not love him back. "L, would you
please remove these
handcuffs? I'm going to jump off this fence,
and whether you're attached
to me while I do so is up to you."
L didn't move at first, then he uttered a single, lethal syllable. "Why?"
Raito paused, as a single tear rolled down
his face, but one couldn't
tell, as it was still raining. Tears
streamed down his face now, as he
stammered a response.
"Because, Ryuzaki, because..." he tried to say, to
stutter,
but he was unable to complete the sentence he most wanted
to tell
L.
"Light, I cannot let you do this, what is troubling
you?" L asked, as
though he actually cared about Light. Raito
turned around in rage for a
second, but it passed as he saw the
smile on L's face. Maybe he cared…
or maybe his suspicions of
him being Kira have raised 1.6 percent. After
all, that was the
only thing L cared about.
He was lost in thought. Lost in hate and pain. He was only ever lost, and no one would find him.
"Please remove the handcuffs, or you will die."
he said, simply.
The sadness and anger built in his mind, the
silence ringing in his ears.
He stared at L for what he believed
to be the last time. "Please. I do not
want you to suffer for
my problems."
L's eyes watered. "Then jump, because
if you are going to die, then so am
I. I couldn't live in a world
without you, Light. That would be dark."
Light widened
his eyes. "L?" he said for some reason. He looked at
the
ground as he spoke in a gloomy tone. " Please
remove the handcuffs."
he said again. "I want myself
dead, not the one I love." He said without
a care. L seemed
to be getting closer to him. Soon there were only a few
inches
between the two men's' faces.
L reached in his back
pocket, and pulled out the key to the handcuffs. He
unlocked
Raito's, and then his own lock, letting the key and the cuffs
fall
to the ground as he pushed his lips to Lights, in one
movement.
Light was caught by surprise at first, but then
leaned in closer to the
kiss, the rain pouring around them, but
Light didn't feel the wetness. He
couldn't feel anything other
than L's soft, sugary lips against his own. It was
very calm and
passionate, but Light never desired anything more.
L's arms
were around Raito's waist, and Light's were around L's. They
broke
apart to breathe, and L moved his long, spider-like fingers into
Light's hair.
When they pulled away again, L whispered into
Light's ear.
"Light, I love you," he said softly.
"I love you also, Ryuzaki. So much." Light said.
"Please do not jump off of this balcony, Light." said L.
Light
nodded, and kissed L's pale lips again. They walked inside,
leaving
the handcuffs soaking wet on the ground.
Light wasn't lost anymore.