A smile is more likely to be a lie rather than the frown.
You simply cannot accept it.
That the boy you loved so near and dear is no longer here.
Instead there is a boy in his form just the exact opposite of whom you adored.
He does not smile like how you remember.
He does not laugh like you remember.
And you simply cannot accept it.
So by hiding by your smiles you try to transform the boy into the one you remember.
You force yourself on him to be at his side. And he scowls in disdain.
You continually wish for his happiness, because you really mean your own.
You tell the world how happy you are, to be his fiancée. Because you know how thin your bond with the boy really is, and should it ever break.
You'll not be the one to blame.
You simply cannot accept it.
But there are others who do, which is why the boy keeps them at his side.
You try to break in their world in order to revert it.
But you are simply not allowed to do that.
You understand that the boy does not love in the way you want.
Yet you continue to pray, one day he will.
You lie to yourself that one day it will happen.
He'll become the way you want in the end.
You simply cannot accept it.
The mask you wear is so clever, for none would assume.
But you blatantly reject the boy in front of you. Your wide smiles are nothing but sincere.
The innocence you portray is a gaudy rhinestone at best.
You are child and know nothing of the world.
You cannot understand the horrors that haunt the boy.
You act quite foolish, by continuing to try.
For you see, Lady Elizabeth.
He's already mine.
A take on Elizabeth's aims to make Ciel "happy" from Sebastian's perspective. Whenever I see her, I tend to get irritated with her I have never really felt like she
was sincere about it.
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