Author's Note= Okay, so this came, but wouldn't work, but wouldn't leave. If that makes sense… Okay… Um, ya…

Matt's POV


If I dared to bleed out here,
Without fear,
Without care.

If I dared to burn alive,
Or to carve with this knife,
Into my very soul.

If I dared scream your name,
Out to the world,
As well as put my own to shame.

If I dared to breathe a word,
As my entire world blurred,
Killing all the images I had craved.

If I dared to die away from you,
To be alone,
To spite your presence,
Truth and love.

But I wouldn't dare,
To bleed out here,
Only with the fear and care,
That it would be unfair.

I would never dare,
To burn alive,
And never would I carve,
Anything but your name into my soul.

And I'd never dare,
To scream your name,
Only whisper it as I reached oblivion,
Although I've already put my own to shame.

Never would I dare,
To breathe a word,
As you caused my world to spin,
Coldly murdering all my fantasies.

And I never ever would dare,
To die away, to be alone,
To disgrace your prescence,
To kill your love.

Because I never could defy you,
As you own my body,
Soul, and love.

And I shan't dare,
To anger you,
For it's a long trip,
To hell and back,
Which is surely the place where those who anger you go,
To rest.

Away from your "fury"
Away from your "selfishness"
Away from your "lust"
Away from the obvious lack of trust.

But I always come,
Towards your passion,
Towards your grace,
Towards your love,
Towards you embrace from up above.