And he is fictional

I lay in bed

Staring into the darkness

He is next to me

I want to reach over and caress his shoulder

Stroke his hair and his jaw lined with stubble

He lies on his side facing me

Our eyes could meet and neither of us would ever know

I'd run my hand along his knuckles

But I can't

For he is a brilliant writer's creation

The room is pitch black

And he

Is fictional