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"I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
Its hard to say i'd rather stay wake when i'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems"
Owl city-Fireflies
My legs beat faster and faster against the black pavement, my arms at my side, my heart pumping against my chest willing me to go further just another mile was all I need then came the high I craved and hungered for.
Name Isabella Marie Swan, age 19, height 5'7, weight 117lb's and don't worry before you call me fat I'm planning on losing more.
One year and five months that's how long its been since Edward Anthony Mason Cullen left me.
He was always in the back of my mind as well as his family, Alice my pixie of a sister, shit I even missed Rosalie.
They had moved on with there life as well as I did I guess, dad was worried about me for awhile, I was worried about myself really.
My heart clenched as I neared my pike and the adrenaline ran through my vein's straight to my brain.
My breath caught in my throat as I came to a sudden stop reviling from the instant high that came forth.
It happened this way every time.
I remember how my life spiraled out of control, the exact time really.
Could you guess it happened the very moment Edward said goodbye and told me I was nothing but a distraction to him and his family.
A slap in the face would have been better then what he said to me that day, 'I don't love you anymore…"
I think I developed a huge problem but I kind of don't care in a way, I'm scared of food now how it happened I don't know.
Its like a phobia of sorts, I can go day's without eating or just having one meal a day.
My body has adjusted to it well no fat anywhere anymore. I think…
if I were to tell Charlie about everything I have been doing I would be sent away to get some kind of help.
But I don't care anymore about myself or anything that happens to me…
I would purposely fall now just to go to the hospital in hopes that maybe the doctor would give me my other high that I craved more then life itself.
I know its not good for me and I don't plan stopping anytime soon so…
My cell vibrated in my shorts pocket, taking it out Jess's number popped up on my screen I answered it without hesitation.
"Slut where the hell are you" she questioned me.
After everything was over with Edward and me Jess and Angela were the ones I turned to…
A party to celebrate my freedom was there suggestion.
I didn't agree at first but they dragged me kicking and screaming all the way there.
That was the night I popped my first pill and got shit faced with them.
But it wouldn't be the last, far from it now that I think about it.
"Running again what bout you" I asked here
"Planning the crazyest party yet come over in awhile cause I need you help with this one" she laughed
"Sure I got class at nine tonight then I'll be over around eleven then." I told her
"Alright but hurry…"
And the line went dead.
That was Jess and she could be a bitch at times but I loved her, she and Angela were the ones that introduced me to everything that I was now.
Oh did I mention I started college a couple weeks ago after I graduated.
Nothing better to do I was working at the shop that Mike's dad owned for awhile but his flirting was getting annoying.
Damn he had no respect, for Christ sakes he was going out with my best friend, have some common courtesy you know?
I straightened my back and walked on it was becoming late around dusk out side, Charlie would be worried and call Jake if I didn't return home soon.
Jake my new best friend my own sunshine at times, he was a werewolf you know happened about 7months ago.
Its wired to think about it how did I attracted this much attention from mythical creatures.
It made me wonder if there was something in Forks then what had there been in Arizona.
As I neared the house I noticed how withered it looked, much like myself; I'm sure.
But as I rounded the corner something different caught my eye this time.
Coming up the road to the left was a pure white Suzuki Hayabusa, the rider was wearing a black motorcycle outfit.
There helmet was on so I could not tell if it was a he or she., but I had a feeling I was about to find out.
In the instant it passed there head turned and our eyes locked,
brown eyes meeting a crimson red.
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