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I walked out of a partially hard lesson of potions and headed to the great hall for dinner. Snape had never liked me, it could be because he hated anything to do with Gryffindor and because Harry, Ron, Hermione and I hadn't been paying much attention in the class. Then again we never really did. He also didn't approve of my relationship with..
"Hello Draco" I smiled as he slipped he arms around my waist
"Hello beautiful" He whispered in my ear "You know I don't like it when you act like that in potions" I smiled know oh to well what he was on about "What are you talking about? I don't understand"
"You know what I'm talking about" He moved to the side of me and left one arm around me "When you draw attention to yourself like that, you know that I can't handle it. And you know that I can't come over to you in Snape's class'" I smiled as he walked me to a seat and we sat for the rest of dinner.
I woke early the next day. I had to. Apart from the owl that was nibbling on my ear there was Quidditch practice. I opened the letter and sighed as I stroked the eagle owl. It was from Draco.
Meet me after practice. I'll help you relax. Draco.
I knew what he wanted to do. Why couldn't he just get the point? I do like him, really I do. I thought as I pulled on my Quidditch robes. But I just didn't feel ready was that such a crime? I walked out to the common room and saw Fred on his way out.
"Hey girl" He smiled. Fred could always see through my fake smiles.Although Fred was two years older than me he could somehow work me out better than others. He was always there for me even through the hard times with Draco although they both hated each other. "Come on then out with it. What's up?"
"Nothing, I just didn't get enough sleep last night" I lied
"Really?" He looked into my eyes he always did this since he found out that was the only way for me to tell the truth "You know that you can tell me everything.. right?"
"I know" I looked away from him as we crossed the entrance hall
"It's Malfoy. Isn't it? You know that I can aim a bludger at his head next match"
"Why do you always ask that? knowing that the answer is no" I stopped "Fred were playing Hufflepuff!"
"So..? Malfoy will be in the crowd" Fred smiled put his arm around my shoulder and squeezed "So come on what is it?"
"Same old" I sighed and shrunk into Fred's warm body "Do you think I'm being weird?"
"No I don't. I don't blame the boy for wanting to shag you but you can't make you do anything your not ready for"
"Thanks Fred"
We entered the change room and sat to listen to the prep talk that Harry offered. I sat next to Fred and looked around taking in everything with a smile. I wasn't normally on the team I was just filling in for Katie while she was in the hospital (on her way to charms she had been cursed by some Slytherin's that were still bitter about there loss)
After practice I walked toward the lake and sat under a tree. I just watched the lake ripple as the squid swam. This was my favorite place to sit I liked to come her and just think things over. Today was a topic I had thought about a lot lately. Sex. I had never really thought about it till I started going out with Draco. He had brought up th topic, not really by saying anything but by trying to undress me in the middle of a make-out session in an empty classroom one afternoon two weeks after we had got together. At first he was fine with it. He said it was Okay, that he could wait. As our two month anniversary neared he was becomming more and more persistent on the topic.
Only last weekend when the majority of the school was at Hogsmeade we met in my dormitory... and well.. we where talking (I love talking to draco he listens to me and I listen to him. His nothing like what people say) and then we where making out on the bed (which always happens) and he slides his hand up my leg. I'm okay with this he always does it normally he'll rest his hand on my hip. But he didn't next thing I know hid undone my jeans and his hand.... Well I wasn't really okay with this but I couldn't move he had pined me there. Not to say that it wasn't an enjoyable experience in the end. I just oh I don't know what I wanted, I guess that fact that he was so forceful scared me more.
I looked down at my watch. Draco was late.
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I walked out of a partially hard lesson of potions and headed to the great hall for dinner. Snape had never liked me, it could be because he hated anything to do with Gryffindor and because Harry, Ron, Hermione and I hadn't been paying much attention in the class. Then again we never really did. He also didn't approve of my relationship with..
"Hello Draco" I smiled as he slipped he arms around my waist
"Hello beautiful" He whispered in my ear "You know I don't like it when you act like that in potions" I smiled know oh to well what he was on about "What are you talking about? I don't understand"
"You know what I'm talking about" He moved to the side of me and left one arm around me "When you draw attention to yourself like that, you know that I can't handle it. And you know that I can't come over to you in Snape's class'" I smiled as he walked me to a seat and we sat for the rest of dinner.
I woke early the next day. I had to. Apart from the owl that was nibbling on my ear there was Quidditch practice. I opened the letter and sighed as I stroked the eagle owl. It was from Draco.
Meet me after practice. I'll help you relax. Draco.
I knew what he wanted to do. Why couldn't he just get the point? I do like him, really I do. I thought as I pulled on my Quidditch robes. But I just didn't feel ready was that such a crime? I walked out to the common room and saw Fred on his way out.
"Hey girl" He smiled. Fred could always see through my fake smiles.Although Fred was two years older than me he could somehow work me out better than others. He was always there for me even through the hard times with Draco although they both hated each other. "Come on then out with it. What's up?"
"Nothing, I just didn't get enough sleep last night" I lied
"Really?" He looked into my eyes he always did this since he found out that was the only way for me to tell the truth "You know that you can tell me everything.. right?"
"I know" I looked away from him as we crossed the entrance hall
"It's Malfoy. Isn't it? You know that I can aim a bludger at his head next match"
"Why do you always ask that? knowing that the answer is no" I stopped "Fred were playing Hufflepuff!"
"So..? Malfoy will be in the crowd" Fred smiled put his arm around my shoulder and squeezed "So come on what is it?"
"Same old" I sighed and shrunk into Fred's warm body "Do you think I'm being weird?"
"No I don't. I don't blame the boy for wanting to shag you but you can't make you do anything your not ready for"
"Thanks Fred"
We entered the change room and sat to listen to the prep talk that Harry offered. I sat next to Fred and looked around taking in everything with a smile. I wasn't normally on the team I was just filling in for Katie while she was in the hospital (on her way to charms she had been cursed by some Slytherin's that were still bitter about there loss)
After practice I walked toward the lake and sat under a tree. I just watched the lake ripple as the squid swam. This was my favorite place to sit I liked to come her and just think things over. Today was a topic I had thought about a lot lately. Sex. I had never really thought about it till I started going out with Draco. He had brought up th topic, not really by saying anything but by trying to undress me in the middle of a make-out session in an empty classroom one afternoon two weeks after we had got together. At first he was fine with it. He said it was Okay, that he could wait. As our two month anniversary neared he was becomming more and more persistent on the topic.
Only last weekend when the majority of the school was at Hogsmeade we met in my dormitory... and well.. we where talking (I love talking to draco he listens to me and I listen to him. His nothing like what people say) and then we where making out on the bed (which always happens) and he slides his hand up my leg. I'm okay with this he always does it normally he'll rest his hand on my hip. But he didn't next thing I know hid undone my jeans and his hand.... Well I wasn't really okay with this but I couldn't move he had pined me there. Not to say that it wasn't an enjoyable experience in the end. I just oh I don't know what I wanted, I guess that fact that he was so forceful scared me more.
I looked down at my watch. Draco was late.
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