The Day You Said Goodbye
I cried when you went away that day.
You said you didn't care,
That you could throw it all away
Without flinching or glancing back
You said you didn't like me "like that"
Even though tears weren't running down my cheeks
I cried.
Even though I wouldn't show the pain,
I died.
I thought I heard them say I had a heart of stone,
Because I wouldn't let the hurt show.
They thought I should cry and scream,
Not just sit between sympathetic friends and joyful enemies.
Life was hard,
Life was fast,
And now it's over at last.
As the blade sliced pale flesh
I had hoped for it to end fast,
Yet here I lie,
Bathed in blood, sliding down onto the floor.
I deserve your love no more.
I'm getting weak.
I wonder…
Who will miss me?
Who will cry?
Who will be glad that I died?
I realized the time was near
It didn't hurt for me to die,
For my heart and soul had died,
The day you said goodbye.
-Hotaru.
Disclaimer: If I owned Sailor Moon, I wouldn't be writing fanfiction.