Hey Guys. This is my first fanfic. I need to know what you think of it, so that I can carry on writing it, i enjoyed writing this so if you want me to carry on just say so and tell me what i need to improve on, and PM me if you want anything in particular to happen, which i might take in to consideration :) Enjoy

Have you ever wandered as to how your life would go if you weren't living it the way you are now? So instead of me dating a vampire i could somehow be dating someone else or maybe living with my parents if their car hadn't gone over that bridge that night. But then again if none of that happened, i wouldn't be stood here shocked, guilty and confused all at the same time.

I had made a mistake about a month ago, a mistake that I wish i had never made, it was careless and reckless of me to do so, but its done, and I'm hoping that the other person does not tell on me, well I'm going to have to tell on myself soon anyway, so you know.

You are probably thinking 'For Christ sake woman, would you tell us already as to what your mistake was' Now now, i will get round to it, you have to be patient for it, as i am talking in past tense here. If you didn't already notice that is.

So about a month ago, 27 days 6 hours 45 minutes and 3 seconds to be very specific, I slept with a man. Yes ok, i know what you are thinking, your thinking "So what if you slept with a man, that's what woman normally do, duhh!" and yes ok, i understand you but you haven't heard it all yet, I slept with my boyfriends brother. I was in a dark time as my boyfriend and I had, had a row, and i couldn't think straight and he was the only person there to comfort me and then we got carried away and we lost control and here i am now standing in my bathroom with a pregnancy test waiting for the timer to go bleep bleep. It's at this point when i wish my life could have found a different journey to lead. But this is the one it lead me down, so it must have been destined for.

With a minute left on the timer i start to panic, what if i am pregnant? How am i going to reveal this to Stefan, god how will Damon take it? After all it is his child. But...How can i conceive a child when Damon is a vampire?

I picked up my phone and dialled Damon's number telling him I needed to meet him somewhere, but not at the Mystic Grill. So we arranged to meet at a café in Whitmore, where we are bound to be not seen or over heard by anyone we know of.

We had agreed to meet there at midday there. But he was 5 minutes late. I started to get bored, and ordered another glass of water, considering I couldn't have coffee as much any more, with me being pregnant, oh the joys. It looks like its water and a lot of tea from now on then, maybe one cup of coffee a day? Two could be pushing it. Oh I don't know. I checked the time again. Ten minutes had passed. Where was he? Had something gone wrong? Had something else come up in his schedule? No, he would have called me. Where was he?

Whilst I was waiting I started thinking about the baby. What did I want? A boy? A girl? A mini me or a mini Damon? No. I don't really care for now, I only care if it Is healthy. That's all that matters. Although it would be nice to have a little girl, take her shopping when she gets older. But then again a boy sounds kind of cool, a nice athletic boy with Damon's cool blue eyes, and his soft brown wavy hair. As I got lost in my thoughts, someone got into the seat I front of me. I looked up, breaking myself from my thoughts, staring at me was Damon.

"You're late," I told him, getting comfortable in my seat.

"Sorry, I got caught in traffic," he rolled his beautiful eyes," so what is it you wanted to tell me?"

"I don't know how to say this...but...I'm...I-"I suddenly feel nauseous and run to the bathroom in the back, just making it to the toilet in time, I spill my guts out. I thought I was to early to have morning sickness? How would I know? I've never even been pregnant before or have never even read anything about it before.

After I finished throwing up, I washed my mouth out and went back out to tell Damon. As I walked out the door, I bumped into a hard chest.

"Are you ok?" I looked up to face Damon's concerned face.

"Um...Ye, ye I'm fine, just...um...not feeling to good today," I said.

"Ok, do you want me to take you home? You can tell what's wrong on the way there," He smiled, making me feel warm inside.

"But what about my car?" I asked.

"It's ok, I can go and get it once you are at home."

"Ok, thank you Damon,"

"So what is it you wanted to tell me, Elena?" He asked.

I looked outside at the passing trees that drifted by us. Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath before coming out with the truth, "I'm with child,"

His head shot in my direction, "That's amazing, Elena. But why are you telling me and not Stefan?"

I opened my eyes to find Damon's on me, searching for an answer, " Because it's not his, Damon," I mumbled, hoping he heard me.

"Well, whose is it?"

"Your's," I said, looking away from him to put my gaze back on the trees, when the car came to an abrupt stop, pushing me forwards, it's a good job I had my seat belt on, I thought to myself.

"Elena. It can't be mine. How are you so sure that its mine?"

"Because of that night at the boarding house, when Stefan and I had had a row that night and I got all upset and we had sex. And your probably thinking, that me and Stefan could have had sex after we got back together, but we had agreed to not have any sexual relationship together for a while and take it slow. And now your probably thinking that I could have conceived before that row but I couldn't have because I had my monthly cycle last month and i-" I got interrupted by Damon's lips smacking against mine.

It's a good job this road is very quiet road, i thought to myself again.

I responded to the kiss, allowing him to enter through my lips. We sat there for a while kissing, when a car goes past and stops in the middle of the road. I pull away from the kiss to look at who it was. I see a man get out of the drivers seat, not able to see him very clearly, he stands in the light, staring at me, i realise who it is after.

Stefan.

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Disclaimer: I don't not own any of this, except the story line :D