Me: Hey guys this is my first fanfic sorry if it's bad ^.^" so plz feel free to point out my mistakes to see if I can improve more on my writing.

Tsuna: Heart-san can we start the story. Hibari-san is getting a bit…aggravated. *shivers*

Me: oh right! Yamamoto-kun can you do the disclaimer.

Yamamoto: sure thing. MyHeartMyLove101 does no own KHR. Hey lets go play some baseball!

Tsuna and me: *shivers* No thank you

Sometimes I think of myself as someone different from others. I'm not normal. I can't really do anything right. I guess they were right about me being dame. Ha it's not like people care that I really am a normal girl with a normal. And yet here I am alone on a park bench laughing at myself while I make my own mother worry about me.

"Tch…people are stupid….friends are stupid. Who needs them?" I looked at the up at the dark night sky that is being covered by dark clouds.

"Everywhere I go it's always cloudy and dark…." I dropped my head. From far away I can hear voices of people running away before it rains. I blocked all the sound out by staring at my hands. But I am stupid. I am useless. I'm not needed. Then….why….why am I here….in this world….living?

Minutes turned into hours I liked at my orange watch. Eight thirty. Better head home now. I got up from the warm bench and felt myself get cold quickly. I blame myself for still wearing my school uniform that comes in a knee high navy blue skirt, white baggy blouse, and a navy vest. I looked at the sky again before I started to walk home.

Rain….i didn't bring an umbrella….baka Tsuki

I made it home soaking wet from the now hard pouring rain. I reached for my keys but they weren't there. Sigh. Baka Tsuki, you left it in your shoe locker again.

I rang the doorbell and waited till kaa-san answered. Less than 10 seconds Nana opened the door and pulled me inside with a worried expression while I just stared into her eyes emotionless.

"Tsu-chan where on earth were you? I was so worried that you wouldn't come home!" Nana looked as if she were going to break down into tears. I gave her a small hug and apologized and lied to her that I was at school to do some homework. I let her go once she was calm down.

"I'm going to my room."

"Tsu-chan don't you want to eat or take a bath first? You haven't eaten a thing and your soaking wet." I shook my head to her.

"I'll just take a bath. Sorry for worrying you." With that said I had left her in the living room and went upstairs.

Nana's pov

Tsu-chan changed so much. Before she was a cheerful, loving girl. Now she's all grown up and cold. What happened to you Tsu-chan. What happened to the girl who always wanted to sing dance and play? The one who cares and shows her love to others. What happened to you that made you like thins. You don't even talk to me anymore. Tsu-chan I want the old you back. The Tsu-chan that has a heart as big as the sky.

I stared at the picture near the window. A cheerful five year old Tsuki, a loving yet handsome husband, and a smiling me hugging Tsu-chan. We looked so happy.

"Iemitsu what happened with our little Tsu-chan….She's so different now…" a tear slipped down my cheek as I thought of all the happy moments when we were all together.

"Please come back soon Iemitsu. I'm not sure what to do with our little Tsuki."

Me: so how is it so far? Please tell me so that I can update soon

Hibari: review or I'll bite you to death. *glares*

Me: *hides behind Yamamoto* till next time minna and sorry for its shortness. (^-^)/