It's been two years since the day we defeated Galaxia. Notice I say we, not
I.
So many people talk about how "Sailor Moon" defeated Galaxia. But everyone knows I couldn't have done it with out my fellow sailor scouts. But when I try and tell people that, they just say im being too humble. But it's true. They gave me the hope I needed.
So what is hope? Hope is knowing that there's someone to go back to in the end when no one else is there. Hope is the voice that calls, "Moon Crystal Power Make Up!". Hope is the love felt in every kiss between your other self and you. The feeling that one kiss changes the rest of your life. The feeling that is so strong you can literally feel a hand clenching your heart, begging it not to slip away. Hope is that hand that clutches it. Maybe is the hand lets go, or lets loose even a little, that feeling will seep through the fingers and leak out into severe nothingness.
Which brings me to the opposite of hope. Depression. Depression is after the feeling seeps out of your heart. Or maybe it is forced out. When you see your other half with someone else. Or maybe when you see them not smile at you when you pass.
Now heartbreak is usually the cause of depression. Heartbreak is seeing the one you would give your life for, giving their life for someone else.
And that is what my eyes have seen.
And that is why I cannot go on living. That is why this will be my last journal entry.
So, I leave my locket that played our song. And I leave everything I ever used to save the universe with. Now that all of fate which we knew would happen has happened, its time to leave this world and get ready for the next.
Thank you so very much mother for saving my life, but now it is time for me to end it. I saved earth quite a few times, so I hope you know your own death was not in vain. Thank you for the gift of life you gave Mamoru and my senshi. We all appreciated it.
Goodbye Moon, world, and universe. May every living thing have the strength to go on celebrating life, even after its queen is dead.
So many people talk about how "Sailor Moon" defeated Galaxia. But everyone knows I couldn't have done it with out my fellow sailor scouts. But when I try and tell people that, they just say im being too humble. But it's true. They gave me the hope I needed.
So what is hope? Hope is knowing that there's someone to go back to in the end when no one else is there. Hope is the voice that calls, "Moon Crystal Power Make Up!". Hope is the love felt in every kiss between your other self and you. The feeling that one kiss changes the rest of your life. The feeling that is so strong you can literally feel a hand clenching your heart, begging it not to slip away. Hope is that hand that clutches it. Maybe is the hand lets go, or lets loose even a little, that feeling will seep through the fingers and leak out into severe nothingness.
Which brings me to the opposite of hope. Depression. Depression is after the feeling seeps out of your heart. Or maybe it is forced out. When you see your other half with someone else. Or maybe when you see them not smile at you when you pass.
Now heartbreak is usually the cause of depression. Heartbreak is seeing the one you would give your life for, giving their life for someone else.
And that is what my eyes have seen.
And that is why I cannot go on living. That is why this will be my last journal entry.
So, I leave my locket that played our song. And I leave everything I ever used to save the universe with. Now that all of fate which we knew would happen has happened, its time to leave this world and get ready for the next.
Thank you so very much mother for saving my life, but now it is time for me to end it. I saved earth quite a few times, so I hope you know your own death was not in vain. Thank you for the gift of life you gave Mamoru and my senshi. We all appreciated it.
Goodbye Moon, world, and universe. May every living thing have the strength to go on celebrating life, even after its queen is dead.