*I don't own any of the characters.*
*Hayama's P.O.V*
You're so beautiful, Sana-chan, and everything about you seems to pull me in. I think I will die if I ever lose you. Sana-chan I love the way you say my name, like it's the only thing you could ever want. I set up Aya with t because I wanted a chance with you. Just one chance, I would give anything to have it, but I would have given it up if it makes you happy. There are times when I think that the only thing that keeps me off the edge is your smile or the brightness of your eyes. Even though I learn that sometimes it's an act, I admire you. I dream of a future with you, Sana-chan. I have dreams of marrying you, loving you, and raising a family together. A real family instead of the ones that we had to live through, although it wasn't so bad, we still didn't have both parents.
But there are times when I know that I'm not good enough for you, nobody is. That all my dreams are nothing but dreams, and all my fantasies of you loving me is nothing but fantasies. And I was so afraid, Sana-chan. Nothing has ever frighten me like that reality.
Sana-chan has always been just a good actress; she acts everyday of her life. There are times when I wonder if she hides behind the laughter and bright smiles. There are too many things and she feels too much, I want to be there for her. She's an actress through and through. But I wonder how those people can't see her sadness under her smile. She is lonely, but nobody knows. I want to be there for her, always, because as I once said I don't hate her.
I love her.
*Hayama's P.O.V*
You're so beautiful, Sana-chan, and everything about you seems to pull me in. I think I will die if I ever lose you. Sana-chan I love the way you say my name, like it's the only thing you could ever want. I set up Aya with t because I wanted a chance with you. Just one chance, I would give anything to have it, but I would have given it up if it makes you happy. There are times when I think that the only thing that keeps me off the edge is your smile or the brightness of your eyes. Even though I learn that sometimes it's an act, I admire you. I dream of a future with you, Sana-chan. I have dreams of marrying you, loving you, and raising a family together. A real family instead of the ones that we had to live through, although it wasn't so bad, we still didn't have both parents.
But there are times when I know that I'm not good enough for you, nobody is. That all my dreams are nothing but dreams, and all my fantasies of you loving me is nothing but fantasies. And I was so afraid, Sana-chan. Nothing has ever frighten me like that reality.
Sana-chan has always been just a good actress; she acts everyday of her life. There are times when I wonder if she hides behind the laughter and bright smiles. There are too many things and she feels too much, I want to be there for her. She's an actress through and through. But I wonder how those people can't see her sadness under her smile. She is lonely, but nobody knows. I want to be there for her, always, because as I once said I don't hate her.
I love her.