So yeah, this in fact is NOT my first CALZONA fanfic but it just so happens to be the first one that I have posted on fanfiction so tell me what you think, and yeah, I'm thinking about doing a whole separate one strictly related to CALZONA fluff…. But we shall see…. It's all dependent on you guys, the readers… No pressure! So enjoy me fellow Greys anatomy takes place a few months after Callie finds out that Arizona has cheated on her….
7 MONTHS POST BREAKUP
She was starring me through her sky blue, entrancing eyes. I was sure of it. It was making me nervous. I knew that if she kept this up much longer I'd give in and just forgive her, for Arizona was impossible to be mad at. I shifted uncomfortably in my chair, trying to give my full attention to the surgery. Lauren was sitting by Arizona. It drove me crazy that MY Arizona was in love with somebody else. But hey, I couldn't tell Arizona who to love and not love. That would be selfish of me. Her eyes burned scares into my back as she continued to stare. I really wish that she would stop staring.
I suddenly sat up really quickly, surprising everyone around me. I looked at them as they stared at me. "Um, I'm, um, yeah. I'm just going to go." I shot out the door and started to run down to the stairway. Once I got to the first or second floor I stooped and threw myself onto the stairwell, crying. Why did she have to torture me every day?! Fucking Arizona! My breathing became labored as I started to hyperventilate. I was having a panic attack. I grabbed my head and leaned against the stairway as I tried to let the panic attack take its course.
I broke out into a steady, pure, cry as I thought about how happy Lauren made Arizona. "No-o-o-o." I dragged out as I ran out of breath. Suddenly someone wrapped their arms around me. Out of the panic attack, or mainly surprise maybe, I jumped. My breathing wouldn't calm down. Especially because I know the person handling me was Arizona herself. Her wedding ring was on. It made me cry harder. My body broke out into spasms as I fought to let air into my lungs.
"Breathe Calliope!" Arizona told me sternly. I drew in a quick breath, and repeated the process until I could manage on my own. The panic attack started to tone down a notch. I didn't want it to. Arizona's arms were wrapped around me once again. I didn't want this to end. I slowly pulled away from her grip and wouldn't look at her. I wiped the never ending stream of tears from my face as I began to think about ME, HER, US. The thought gave me chills. "Calliope, look at me." I defiantly kept my head cocked in the opposite direction.
"I can't." I whispered, shaking my head slowly. I felt Arizona stiffen against me. She suddenly took hold of my chin and guided my face to face her. I directed my eyes to anything else I could catch a glimpse of before I got a chance to see her gorgeous face.
"Calliope, please look at me." Arizona chocked out, tears threatening to fall out of her ocean colored eyes. I let in a shaky breath and exhaled as I slowly focused on her. She was beautiful. Words cannot describe what I felt in those couple if moments. Arizona's eyes quickly filled with renewed tears at the sight of me. I wanted to touch her so bad, but I was afraid. What if all it took was ONE touch to get her running back to Lauren? I couldn't risk it. Not now when I was so close to her once again. "Touch me." Arizona said, reading my thoughts. I slowly shook my head no.
Suddenly she grabbed my hand with hers and laid it on her chest. The faint sound of her strong beating heart met me. My breathing became labored again as she kissed my hand. Her kiss burned into my flesh like a brand. It was excruciatingly sweet pain. Tears began to flow down my face again. She was so close to me. I couldn't breathe, couldn't talk, couldn't do anything. Her gaze seemed to constrict all my senses except for smell, in which she smelled delicious. A mixture of the scrub in soap and Arizona. It was intoxicating me.
"Stop," I breathed. "Just let me go." I said in a fear coated voice. "I can't. I won't. You obviously don't love me anymore. You are with Lauren now." I finished trying not to hyperventilate and start the processes of panic attacks all over again. Arizona buried her nose into my neck, stifling tears.
"Do you really want me to let you go?" She shuddered. That was the last straw, I could only contain myself for so long. I swiftly grabbed Arizona and placed my lips into hers. I jerked back just as quickly. Her lips were so addicting. "I'm so sorry Callie." Arizona whispered. "I love you." This drove me to the breaking point. In a second I had her pinned to the stairs and took control. I slammed my mouth back into hers and fought her for dominance. I grabbed her bottoms lip between my teeth and pulled gently.
"Don't EVER cheat on me again Arizona." I told her firmly before invading her mouth and savoring her taste. She nodded frantically as she grabbed my face between her hands. I pulled away and looked into her eyes. "Arizona I can't live without you. You are my life. I worship you to no end because you are... Awesome. But I also can't stand to see you unhappy and if you are unhappy with me... Then go to Lauren right now." I whispered. Tears started to cascade down both our faces as I a waited for Arizona's take. Suddenly Arizona took my lips into hers again, breaking the kiss just as quickly as it had started and leaning her forehead against mine.
"I made a mistake Callie. I'm sorry that I cheated on you."
So did I bore you guys yet? I think it needs some work as well but I wanted to make Arizona feel bad for hurting Calliope, while at the same time trying to show how much Calliope had been affected by the breakup as well…. Yes so please tell me ur thoughts and yep I don't own the characters…. Although I wish that I did :D ! (please give me ur thoughts and suggestions!)