A young couple that goes by the names of Feliciano and Ludwig and a young couple that goes by the names Lovino and Antonio are living in one big house together. Feliciano and Lovino are twin brothers, and both fight depression. Feliciano cuts himself to release stress and pain.

Lovino writes insults down or paper, and when really upset, onto his body. Where he can never remove the shame.

Ludwig and Antonio have no idea about the issue, until one day, Feliciano passes out from blood loss. Lovino's habit is still a secrete. Feliciano died in the hospital later that day.

Somehow, nine months later, Feliciano manages to come back with a little boy that Lovino loves terribly and the little boy loves Lovino.

Three years have passed in raising the child in safety and care. He has never been hurt once in his life. He is safe. This is where our story begins...

Quiet darkness enclosed me into deep thought and comfort. Beside me should be the one that I love. The one that I care for deeply. On my other side, I a small crib lye a three year old baby. He had dark red hair with a curl that stuck up to the right like my brother, bright blue eyes like my lover, and my happy personality and my darkness. His name was Lukas Lovino Beilschimdt. He was my son.

Do not ask how I had him. It was a miracle of life. He was here by a curse. A curse from when I die, the only way to return is to have a child. Lukas had been here for three years, and still, whenever Lovino sees him, his face brightens.

-Flash back-

I slowly woke up on the ground. In my arms was the most precious little baby boy. His little hand was enclosed tightly around my finger. His breathing was soft and calm. He was sleeping. All of him was mine. I gave birth to him, and he was my first child. I absolutely adored him.

I stood up quietly and traveled down the creaking stairs into the living room that I shared with Ludwig, Antonio, and Lovino. Lovino had dozed off on Antonio's shoulder and was snoring quietly. Antonio was gently stroking his hair, carful to avoid the awkward curl that was so sensitive. Ludwig was silent as always, staring blankly into the wall. The moonlight was shining so beautifully on his face, reflecting everything perfect about my German lover. I tiptoed into the room and sat down.

Ludwig looked upward from his hands. He was stunned to see me sitting there, but he was quiet in respect of Lovino. Antonio looked up as well, and his face lit up in a bright smile. He shook Lovino awake, "What is it tomato bastard?" Lovino said breaking the beautiful silence.

"Feliciano is back!" Antonio whispered excitedly in Lovino's ear.

Lovino mumbled and looked up. When he saw Lukas, or the unnamed child, his face lit up brightly. He smiled warmly as a passed Lukas to him. Lovino smiled down at him and whispered, "What's his name?"

"Well... I wanted you and Ludwig to choose the name," I replied.

"I'm to lazy to choose a good first name, so just make Lovino the middle name," Lovino said.

"Okay! What do you want his first name to be, Ludwig?"

"Um... Well Lukas is a popular boys name where I am from..."

"It's perfect," I said contently, "Lukas Lovino Beilschimdt."

Lovino smiled happily at Lukas. It had been a while since he had smiled like that.

My first chapter is a bit short, but they will get longer. Don't be expecting update softer, because I have nine stories, including this one, to work on. I will try my best, just don't be surprised.