hello everyone, im really sorry about this but my computer has been having some problems lately which has meant my computer doesn't allow me add chapters to my fic, honestly i am really sorry, but please continue to read AND PLEEEEEEASE REVIEW!
I WILL CONTINUE TO PUT THE NUMBER BEFORE THE CHAPTER SO IT IS EASY TO NAVIGATE AROUND!
PLEASE READ AND REVIEW ! ITS STILL THE SAME, JUST NO CHAPTERS!
Chapter one
Dan grunted under his breath as he rolled over to switch off his alarm, which was currently making enough noise to disturb the whole universe, never mind his flat mate next door. Who was currently still asleep, in the next room.
Something of which frequently disappointed him, those whole 8 inches of wall between them…..
Dan peeled back the blue covers from on top of him, and climbed out, ruffling his hair as he did so, which currently hung in sweet (as Phil called it) dark curls, covering his still sleepy: green eyes, until he shook it out of them.
Phil wasn't up yet, so he could probably get some breakfast in his current state, (a simple pair of Pokémon cotton boxers) and he opened his door and crept across the hall, not wanting to wake the quietly snoring Phil across the hall.
Dan opened the kitchen door and went in. closing the door behind him. He walked over to the counter and poured himself some cereal, then picked up the bowl and turned about to leave,
When he saw and equally underdressed Phil stood inches away from him, staring …
Chapter 2
Phil gaped at Dan, not sure whether he trusted himself to speak, he tried to avoid, looking anywhere but below Dan's chest (he was surprised to see small muscles peeking out of Dan's now toned stomach.)
He stuttered out "eeerm I … I …I .."
Dan just smiled a cheeky grin (hiding the nerves he was feeling, trying to avoid looking at Phil's crotch, as well as trying to suppress his desire to proclaim his feelings for Phil)
"Its rude to stare..." he giggled
Phil chuckled
Dan straightened up from his already doubled over position from reaching for the cereal in the bottom cupboard, he stumbled and tripped forwards, phil caught him, dan unscrewed his eyes when he realised he could feel Phil's breath on his lips, he opened his eyes and found himself straight into Phil's yes, the strange thing was neither of them moved, and then taking dan my surprise dan pressed his lips to dan, dan stood shocked (and very very happy) for a second unmoving and then, his lips opened and he kissed dan back, dan didn't know how long it lasted it could have been seconds it could have been hours.
Chapter 3
But when they broke away phil turned and fled, dan heard the bathroom door slam and lock, dan stood for a second unsure of what had caused the sudden rapid change of events, he snapped out of it, and raced towards the bathroom, calling out Phil's name, hopelessly shaking the door handle.
And then he stopped….
He could hear sobs,
"Phil, please open the door, please we need to talk!"
The sobbing stopped and he heard a gasp of pain from Phil.
Without pausing dan shoved with all his might, ramming his shoulder into the door, the door lock broke and the door swung open, to reveal a silently sobbing, Phil sat in a pool of his own blood.
"Oh my god! Phil", dan choked
Racing over to Phil, he slowly moved the towel that was draped around Phil, from hi to reveal, symmetrical, bleeding cuts on the inside of Phil's wrists,
Dan removed the razor, dan was crying now, and chuntering under his breath a long repetitive expletive, before he could think or stop himself he pulled Phil onto his lap, and wrapped his arms around him cradling Phil and rocking him silently.
After a couple of minutes stood up and pulled phil to his feet wrapping his arms under his arms hoisting him off the floor, he carried phil to the kitchen, and laid him on the floor, and grabbed the medi-pack off of the wall, for the next ten minutes dan cleaned and dressed Phil's cuts, when he had finished he looked at Phil's face, tear stained, but staring back at dan
"Just why Phil, why", she sobbed tell-tale tears rolling down his cheek.
"Because I can't stop loving you". Phil whispered,
Chapter 4
Dan broke down into a heap and sobbed and sobbed, Phil sat on looking with a look of horror on his face, unsure of what to do next.
After a few minutes (that felt like decades) dan stopped sobbing abruptly and looked at Phil with a tear stained face,
"Don't you think I don't love you too, I have been trying to hide it for all this time!" dan cried.
Phil paused for a second and then choked out,
"If that was true then….." he paused, "why all the other girls?"
Dan stuttered, " I was trying to fill the huge void inside me that only you could fill!"
Dan leaned forwards and pressed his lips to Phil's and whispered into Phil's ear,
"I love you".
….
Chapter 5
Phil began to return the kiss, the kiss continued for a few minutes till they broke apart for air and smiled at each other, Dan's cheeky grin spread over his face like a rash.
(This is where I can be unsure of the rating, don't read if you are unwilling to read M rated things, just to be on the safe side!)
Phil leant forwards and their lips met again, however this time with more blind passion, kisses trailed along jaw lines, eliciting a small moan from both boys.
Phil felt dan grin against his collar bones, making Phil whine. Dan trailed kisses up and down Phil's collar bone, Phil clearly seemed to be enjoying this!
Dan's hand moved from the base of Phil's spin to the hem of his shirt which he tugged on, and looked pleadingly at Phil, who smiled, obliging, dan tugged on the shirt and brought it over Phil's head, (dan had pulled a shirt off the back of one of the chairs and over Phil's body on entry to the kitchen)
"Let's take this upstairs?" dan asked.
Phil moaned in reply