Struck by the synchronous nature of the brothers and their sacrifices. Please review.
What is it about him?
What makes him so all fired determined to jump into the hole?
Didn't he hear a word I said?
Didn't he see me toss and turn and scream in my sleep?
Didn't he understand?
Is it pride?
Is it grief?
Is it guilt?
Why?
Why would he do it?
Why would he think so little of himself?
To think that he's the least, the weakest…
He doesn't see.
He doesn't see that I'd be dead one hundred times over if not for him.
Lost and damned, one hundred times one hundred.
He saved me in so many ways.
And he'll never know because I don't know how to tell him.
Does he think he won't be missed?
Does he think he isn't needed?
Does he think that losing him won't kill me?
It may not kill my body, but my soul…
I don't think my soul can live if he does this.
But I don't know if any of us can live if he doesn't.