Please Cas, please. Answer me. I need you. I need you more than I ever have before. I mucked up, I mucked up big, and I need your help. Are you there? Can you here me? Please. You haven't answered in days, weeks even, where are you? Are you okay? Please be okay Cas. I need you. Sam's gone, it's all my fault. Everything's my fault Cas, where are you? You need to help me, you need to help Sam. Please.
Everything went to wrong, I just wanted to help him. I just wanted to help, but now...He's gone, and you're gone, and Kevin's gone, everyone's gone and it's all my fault. All of this is my fault. Where are you? I should have listened to you Cas, you were right, right about everything, and I didn't listen. Now I'm all alone. What do I do Cas? Where are you? Are you okay? Please be okay, please, please, please be okay.
I trusted the wrong guy, the angel wasn't Ezekiel, he was someone else. Someone bad, he's got Sam, and...Kevin's dead. It's my fault, Kevin's dead and no-one can bring him back. I killed him. I'm sorry I sent you away Cas, where are you? Can you even hear me?
I need to save Sam, I don't know how, but I need to. Oh god, it's all my fault. I haven't got a clue where he is, he can't control what he's doing, he's hurting people. It's all my fault. Please Cas, help me.
I just want to go back to how it was, everything's so hard now, I've made so many mistakes. I want to go back, go back to fix it all. It's too late, they're gone, everyone's gone – even you. Cas. Where are you? I don't know what to do. I really don't. I've never been so alone, so scared. This is all too much, and I honestly can't do any of it alone. I need you, please, help me.
Oh god, Cas, I hope you're okay, please be okay. So much is going wrong, everything even. I need you here, to help, and because...I just do. I need you. You've saved us before, and you can help, I know you can. Cas, where are you? Did they hurt you?
You know, I'd never prayed in my life before I met you, I didn't believe in angels. I was wrong, you're one of the best things to happen to me, I just want you to be okay, Cas. You have to be okay. I don't know what I'll to if you're not. I love you, Cas. I'm sorry I've never said it, and now it's probably too late, but its true. I love you. I need you. Please Cas, be alive, be alive for me.