One more day with you
I still awake in the night with tears of sorrow running from my eyes. He gave his life while yes in part for revenge, I think it was more than that. I think he did it still trying is his usual half assed manor to save us all.
To this day I still hear his cocky ever so confident voice ringing in my ears. He is still looking out for me, the big brother I never had or deserved. He helped me to change, to become the transcendent being that I am today.
But the loss of him has haunted me. And the living ghost that walks the halls of this ship in the form of his brother is no comfort to me. I wish we had more time together, I even let the crazy notion of wishing I could go back to the war just to see him again to say all the things left unsaid. He was the closest thing to family I had left in this distorted world.
But that would be an insult to his memory, and the memory of all who died bring the world to its point of rebirth.
Even if I could have more time , just one more day to see and be with him. I know in the end I would still just want and keep wishing for one more day, just one more day with you.