a/N: Posted this in a rush because I'm about to have to go to work so I haven't been over it yet forgive for the mistakes and leave lots of reviews? :D
It was a Sunday morning halfway through November when it hit Cassandra that she was in more than a little trouble. She was two months into an affair with a student. A student who, god help her, wasn't even eighteen yet. It had started out with her undeniable attraction to the petite singer with legs for days and had evolved into something that if Cassandra put labels on things would be called a relationship. Shortly after their first encounter after hours in the dance studio Rachel ended things with her longtime high school boyfriend. She should have known then that this thing they had going was trouble but Cassie couldn't be anything other than happy that she had Rachel to herself.
It's a Sunday morning when it hits her like a ton of bricks that she's fallen in love with the naked underage student whose bed she's currently laying in. It's insane and inappropriate but it's not like Cassandra wasn't both of those long before Rachel. For the first time in a long time Cassie can feel something other than the anger that has had a hold on her for ten years. It's both a solution and a problem because Cassie is much older. Cassie's dreams have died and Rachel's dream is just beginning. If there is one thing that she knows for sure it's that Rachel will achieve her dream.
And then who will Cassandra be? The crazy Cassie doing whatever she can to get even just a taste of Broadway. That's what everyone will say about her and eventually even Rachel, though she'll say that it would never happen, will begin to believe it. This relationship if it's even that has been doomed from the start. It's selfish to stay with Rachel, to steal this girl's youth. The thing about Cassie is that she's never been a very selfless person. No way is she willing to give up on something that makes her so happy. She would stay until Rachel inevitably left her.
In an effort to banish the thoughts from her mind she slides the sheet covering Rachel down further so that the entirety of her tan back is exposed. Very lightly she trailed her fingers down the younger girl's spine before following the same trail with her lips. Once she reaches Rachel's neck she bites down just hard enough to wake her up. Rachel opens one eye and her lips turn upwards into sleepy smile.
"Morning sweetheart, I didn't wake you did I?" Cassie asks with a smirk.
Cassie finds in rather endearing that Rachel, a girl who always has something to say, hardly speaks a word until she's been awake for a good ten minutes. She may not speak but she's always been one for lazy half awake making out in the mornings so it's no surprise when Rachel turns over so that she's laying on her back with Cassie hovering over her and offers up her oh so very plump lips for a kiss.
Before she grants the other women wish however Cassie's eyes travel down to the deliciously naked chest below her and then back up to her lips. The kiss is slow and lingering leaving both of them out of breath.
"To answer your question, yes you did but long before that little bite." Rachel said with a laugh.
"Oh really?"
She nodded. "Really, you were thinking so loudly over there it woke me up. What's on your mind?"
"Hm, nothing other than this crazy hot girl I've got naked in my bed."
Rachel narrowed her eyes and let out an annoyed little huff in a way that made it really clear that the crazy hot girl in Cassie's bed was exactly that… a girl. All thoughts of Rachel's age are swept to the side when Rachel uses her legs to flip their positions. Really between dance class and their extracurricular activities she shouldn't be all that surprised by just how strong Rachel is but still every time that strength comes to light It's so unbelievable hot that Cassie just wants to fuck the living daylights out of her.
Rachel grinds her hips down into Cassie's making them both moan before she whispers into the older woman's ear. "Talk to me Cassie… I'll make it worth your while." She says with a sexy little smirk and a wink.
Cassie bites her lip and past Rachel at the ceiling she doesn't just want to come out and say she's in love with her because it's only been two months and Rachel is just so young.
"I'm just… really into you Schwimmer." She confesses with a puff of breath.
"And that's a bad thing because…?"
She can't help the sarcastic laugh that falls from her lips because yeah she's a lot nicer to Rachel now but old habits die hard. "You're my student and you're seventeen. I could go to jail my whole career gone. Again."
Rachel's face falls in a way that makes Cassie's heart break and she climbs out of the bed in search for her clothes. By the time Cassie realizes what it happening Rachel is standing there in one of her way to short skirts, heals and a lacy black bra.
"What are you doing?" Cassie demands.
"Leaving… clearly you think this isn't going to work out so there is no point in me remaining here."
"Berry this is your apartment. And even if it wasn't I wouldn't want you to leave. You didn't let me finish. It's bad because I don't care. I could loose everything and I don't care. That scares the shit out of me babygirl."
"I haven't told anyone Cassie and I won't. I just want to be with you."
"You have no idea what you want right now. Your seventeen."
Rachel laughed. "I've always known exactly what I want Cassandra and I've never had a problem getting it. I won't start now. In a month I won't be seventeen or your student any longer so stop being so pessimistic."
"You know I more often than not get what I want to."
"Yeah? And what would that be?"
When she replies her voice is soft and sweet. "For you to be my girlfriend."
Rachel can't stop the grin from taking over her entire face. "I guess I could make that happen."
"You guess?" Cassie asked with a raised eyebrow and a sharp pinch to Rachel's inner thigh.
She lets out a squeak and slaps Cassie's hand away with narrowed eyes. "What would you like for me to say Ms. July."
"How about 'Fuck yes I will be your girl Cassie'"
Rachel shook her head. "No that won't do, I don't like to use profanity."
"Funny did I have a different girl in my bed last night? " Cassie asked laughing at the slightly jealous look on Rachel's face at the mention of another girl being in her bed. She made her voice a little higher and much louder before she continued. "Jesus Cassie fuck me harder."
Rachel slapped a hand against Cassie's mouth eyes wide. "Kurt will hear you!"
"Pretty sure he heard you loud and clear last night love."
Rachel huffed and rolled her eyes. "Fine I would love to be your girlfriend Cassandra On the condition that you never again mock how… vocal I am in bed."
Cassie winked. "You got it babe."
For some reason Rachel didn't believe her.