Hello.
Just giving you a quick warning now that I am a horrible speller and that theres more than a few spelling errors. My computer is shitty so I had to write this in notepad (which doesn't have a spell-check) Please be patient with me and dont bother putting that there is mistakes if you review, becasue I am more than painfully aware of my spelling disability. ^-^ I never seem to find them all even when i re-read sveral hundred times. (which I have). SORRY!
This story was inspired by Avril Lavigne's song, "mobile". And its for my sister for constantly telling me to shut-the hell-up about Ron and Hermione for two seconds and to write a friggin fan-fic if I liked them THAT much (which I do) ^-^
Anyway, I hope you enjoy the story adn maybe if i get enough reviews to boost my ego I'll write one in Rons POV.
Thank you and Enjoy!
(There not mine. pitty really...)
~X~MOBILE~X~
Everything changed. Everybody changed. I changed.
Not many people know the real me, in fact, only two people that I can think of really do. But even I dont know who I really am anymore. I've changed. I dont like change. It screws up my brain. It tells me what supsose to be happening or what somebodies supoose to act like but than my eyes and ears tell me different. Its very fustrating.
I practicaly lived on my own this summer. My parents were alwasy busy with work. Buying the most expensive toys but never having time to use them to begin with.Rather stupid on their part. They've never done that before. They always made time for me and would never let there jobs control there lives. Not this summer. I dont think they even realised they had a daughter. They changed on me for the worse.
Me, I studied for my upcomming year at Hogwarts. Finished all the required reading and than some. What else was I supose to do? Its not as if Harry could just come out and 'play' and Ron didn't exactly live close enough to hang out everyday. Sure, I went over to his house once or twice and he came to mine once and of course we talked by olws but its not the same. Its the subttle changes that happen while i'm not around.
Harry and Ginny are now quite comfotable with eachother and I suspect there going out in secret. I think Ginnys afriad of what Ron might say but sometimes theres slip up and I'll catch them holding hands. Its sweet really. Harry's more open with everything now and hes not afraid to speak his mind. (except with the whole Ginny/him thing, but I think its more Ginnys doing that Ron doesn't know than Harrys) Hes changed on me for the better.
Once he told Ron exactly what he thought about a certian issue and they got in an awful spat. They didn't speak for almost two weeks and still They both refuse to tell me what the fight was about. I think it had to do with me but i'm not sure.
But its not even Harry that bothers me the most. Its Ron. But not in his, whats supose to be, normal way. With his little comments or the way he delibertlty wastes his mind. (Hes very smart but I dont think he realizes it). What bohters me is how mature hes gotten and just over summer. We haven't gotten into one fight since term started. Not one! And if it looks like one may occure he'll automaticly take blaim and start apoligising. Its un-nerving the way he acts. So polite, so reserved....so un-ron like. Hes defently changed on me for the better.
He still has some of his old mannerisms though, he hasn't completly changed on me and i'm gald. He still forces me to take a break from homework at least once a week (although its not that hard this year) and he still remains the Hogwarts champion at wizards chess. He relishes in the fact the the Famous Harry Potter isn't good at something and teases Harry at least once a day. Its all in good fun though and Harry's happy for him. Ron doesn't get many chances in the soptlight.
the funny thing is...I think i'm falling for him. Ron. Not Harry. I think i'll just make that clear now. I love Harry of course, hes my best friend and I couldn't ask for more but i'd never be 'IN' love with him. Two totally different scenarios. Not even related. But if you asked me a year ago if I could see myself falling for Ron I would have called you mental, crazy and Physco! I Would have told you hes nothing more than an amazing friend.
But now...well, he invades my mind, my thoughts, I'm constantly finding myself thinking about him. I can't concentrate and its very fustrating if your in Snaps class and you miss a step to create a difficult potion.(any potion really, in his class) I know Harry and Ron sometime zone out and there'll ask me for the next step and if I dont have it, to put it bluntly, were screwed.
I'm always watching Rons movements. The way he walks into a room. The way he writes. The way he laughs at jokes. the way he sleeps (that'll be our little secret) the way he looks at people... the way he looks at me.
His eyes aren't very difficult to read and he doesn't hide his feelings very well. If I look into his eyes while hes looking at something or someone, I can catch a glimps of what hes feeling.
When he looks at Harry, hes happy. Hes knows Harry will always be his best friend and would do anything for him. Hes very greatful even though he would never tell Harry that. looking at Dumbledoor, he has nothing but respect for him. Sure, hes always calling him mental but Ron likes mental. but when he looked at Malfoy it actauly surprised me. Not only was there the obvious, hate and disgust, but there was also envy. He's actualy enviuos of malfoy. I figure its probally the money but its not my place to tell.
But when he looks at me I cant desiginuish it. Its a look i've never seen before. Its frighitneg. A mobile is the only way I can describe it. consmtaly Spinning 'round with mixed feelings, crazy and wild...never stopping. It makes me want to scream out-loud. I cant figure him out.
I can't tell if i've changed in a good way or bad though. I'm no longer reading every minute I don't have class or homework (I no longer live in the library and its rare if you actauly find me there now)I'm quite content in just spending time with Ron or Harry. My priorities have defently changed for sure. My marks have slipped slighly and i'm rather dissapointed in myself. I shouldn't have let that happen but someone once told me theres more to life than just homework. Besides, Harry and Ron get average marks and they seem fit to be tied. I shouldn't have anything to worry about.right? I'm still top of my class even with the lower grade. I just dont know. its so uncharacteristic of me not to freak out. (which i'm not) I'm just mentally berating myself.
I hate change.
Rons looking at me again. Only this time when I look up and catch his eyes with mine, he doesn't look away. I smile at him and give a little wave. Only lifting my fingers while keeping my wrist firmly on the table.
I cant look away form him. His eyes are intoxicating if thats at all impossible.
Hes across the room so he doesn't say anything. I wouldn't hear anyway if he did. Insted he breaks away form my eyes and pulls out a quill and begins writting ademently on a piece of a parchment. what is he doing? He looks up again and falshes me a quick smile than holds up the paper. I laugh out loud at what hes written as he gives me a wink.
"Your boring to watch 'mione. All you do is stare at the table. Wanna go for a walk? I'll race you to the quiditch pitch!?"
He just pretty much admitted to staring at me and either he doesn't realize or he does but isn't showing any sign if it. Thats another thing that has changed. he no longer blushes. Pitty really, thats how I amused myself when I was bored. I'd see how many times I could make him blush in one class. The highest i've gotten is 7 times. History of magic. It a pretty boring class so all we do is pass notes. But some of the things i've written...well, lets just say is EXTREAMLY un-like me. Man! Did he ever blush!
Realizing that i'm staring and proablly have a stupid grin on my face I quickly grab a quill and look for a scrap piece of parchment to write my answer on. I see none. All I see is my neatly written, 3 foot, essay for tranfiguration. Harry had already done his and I'm guessing ron just finished. I muddle over it for a mere half second before I scribble over it with my big, thick, crooked black inked answer. Making sure my its easy to see and not really caring that i'm ruining my essay in the process.
"your on!!"
The essay is due tomorrow, first thing in the morning. I guess this is just one essay i'll have to get zero on. I cant wait to see the looks on the boys faces when I dont have a legitiment reason not passing it in.
I look at Ron and he still has that look in his eyes. Maybe tonight i'll find out what it means. maybe.
I meet him at the door and we leave. His arm casualy slung over my sholder. I look up at him and I can't help but smile. a zero is way worth it and for once I don't care becasue I'm with Ron. And trust me, this is way better than 102% on some essay!
He tells me he likes the new me. 'The 'mione that will drop everything to hang out with him' (and Harry of course but Harrys busy with Ginny at the moment) I smile. I like the new me too.
ya know what? I have changed for the better.
Just giving you a quick warning now that I am a horrible speller and that theres more than a few spelling errors. My computer is shitty so I had to write this in notepad (which doesn't have a spell-check) Please be patient with me and dont bother putting that there is mistakes if you review, becasue I am more than painfully aware of my spelling disability. ^-^ I never seem to find them all even when i re-read sveral hundred times. (which I have). SORRY!
This story was inspired by Avril Lavigne's song, "mobile". And its for my sister for constantly telling me to shut-the hell-up about Ron and Hermione for two seconds and to write a friggin fan-fic if I liked them THAT much (which I do) ^-^
Anyway, I hope you enjoy the story adn maybe if i get enough reviews to boost my ego I'll write one in Rons POV.
Thank you and Enjoy!
(There not mine. pitty really...)
~X~MOBILE~X~
Everything changed. Everybody changed. I changed.
Not many people know the real me, in fact, only two people that I can think of really do. But even I dont know who I really am anymore. I've changed. I dont like change. It screws up my brain. It tells me what supsose to be happening or what somebodies supoose to act like but than my eyes and ears tell me different. Its very fustrating.
I practicaly lived on my own this summer. My parents were alwasy busy with work. Buying the most expensive toys but never having time to use them to begin with.Rather stupid on their part. They've never done that before. They always made time for me and would never let there jobs control there lives. Not this summer. I dont think they even realised they had a daughter. They changed on me for the worse.
Me, I studied for my upcomming year at Hogwarts. Finished all the required reading and than some. What else was I supose to do? Its not as if Harry could just come out and 'play' and Ron didn't exactly live close enough to hang out everyday. Sure, I went over to his house once or twice and he came to mine once and of course we talked by olws but its not the same. Its the subttle changes that happen while i'm not around.
Harry and Ginny are now quite comfotable with eachother and I suspect there going out in secret. I think Ginnys afriad of what Ron might say but sometimes theres slip up and I'll catch them holding hands. Its sweet really. Harry's more open with everything now and hes not afraid to speak his mind. (except with the whole Ginny/him thing, but I think its more Ginnys doing that Ron doesn't know than Harrys) Hes changed on me for the better.
Once he told Ron exactly what he thought about a certian issue and they got in an awful spat. They didn't speak for almost two weeks and still They both refuse to tell me what the fight was about. I think it had to do with me but i'm not sure.
But its not even Harry that bothers me the most. Its Ron. But not in his, whats supose to be, normal way. With his little comments or the way he delibertlty wastes his mind. (Hes very smart but I dont think he realizes it). What bohters me is how mature hes gotten and just over summer. We haven't gotten into one fight since term started. Not one! And if it looks like one may occure he'll automaticly take blaim and start apoligising. Its un-nerving the way he acts. So polite, so reserved....so un-ron like. Hes defently changed on me for the better.
He still has some of his old mannerisms though, he hasn't completly changed on me and i'm gald. He still forces me to take a break from homework at least once a week (although its not that hard this year) and he still remains the Hogwarts champion at wizards chess. He relishes in the fact the the Famous Harry Potter isn't good at something and teases Harry at least once a day. Its all in good fun though and Harry's happy for him. Ron doesn't get many chances in the soptlight.
the funny thing is...I think i'm falling for him. Ron. Not Harry. I think i'll just make that clear now. I love Harry of course, hes my best friend and I couldn't ask for more but i'd never be 'IN' love with him. Two totally different scenarios. Not even related. But if you asked me a year ago if I could see myself falling for Ron I would have called you mental, crazy and Physco! I Would have told you hes nothing more than an amazing friend.
But now...well, he invades my mind, my thoughts, I'm constantly finding myself thinking about him. I can't concentrate and its very fustrating if your in Snaps class and you miss a step to create a difficult potion.(any potion really, in his class) I know Harry and Ron sometime zone out and there'll ask me for the next step and if I dont have it, to put it bluntly, were screwed.
I'm always watching Rons movements. The way he walks into a room. The way he writes. The way he laughs at jokes. the way he sleeps (that'll be our little secret) the way he looks at people... the way he looks at me.
His eyes aren't very difficult to read and he doesn't hide his feelings very well. If I look into his eyes while hes looking at something or someone, I can catch a glimps of what hes feeling.
When he looks at Harry, hes happy. Hes knows Harry will always be his best friend and would do anything for him. Hes very greatful even though he would never tell Harry that. looking at Dumbledoor, he has nothing but respect for him. Sure, hes always calling him mental but Ron likes mental. but when he looked at Malfoy it actauly surprised me. Not only was there the obvious, hate and disgust, but there was also envy. He's actualy enviuos of malfoy. I figure its probally the money but its not my place to tell.
But when he looks at me I cant desiginuish it. Its a look i've never seen before. Its frighitneg. A mobile is the only way I can describe it. consmtaly Spinning 'round with mixed feelings, crazy and wild...never stopping. It makes me want to scream out-loud. I cant figure him out.
I can't tell if i've changed in a good way or bad though. I'm no longer reading every minute I don't have class or homework (I no longer live in the library and its rare if you actauly find me there now)I'm quite content in just spending time with Ron or Harry. My priorities have defently changed for sure. My marks have slipped slighly and i'm rather dissapointed in myself. I shouldn't have let that happen but someone once told me theres more to life than just homework. Besides, Harry and Ron get average marks and they seem fit to be tied. I shouldn't have anything to worry about.right? I'm still top of my class even with the lower grade. I just dont know. its so uncharacteristic of me not to freak out. (which i'm not) I'm just mentally berating myself.
I hate change.
Rons looking at me again. Only this time when I look up and catch his eyes with mine, he doesn't look away. I smile at him and give a little wave. Only lifting my fingers while keeping my wrist firmly on the table.
I cant look away form him. His eyes are intoxicating if thats at all impossible.
Hes across the room so he doesn't say anything. I wouldn't hear anyway if he did. Insted he breaks away form my eyes and pulls out a quill and begins writting ademently on a piece of a parchment. what is he doing? He looks up again and falshes me a quick smile than holds up the paper. I laugh out loud at what hes written as he gives me a wink.
"Your boring to watch 'mione. All you do is stare at the table. Wanna go for a walk? I'll race you to the quiditch pitch!?"
He just pretty much admitted to staring at me and either he doesn't realize or he does but isn't showing any sign if it. Thats another thing that has changed. he no longer blushes. Pitty really, thats how I amused myself when I was bored. I'd see how many times I could make him blush in one class. The highest i've gotten is 7 times. History of magic. It a pretty boring class so all we do is pass notes. But some of the things i've written...well, lets just say is EXTREAMLY un-like me. Man! Did he ever blush!
Realizing that i'm staring and proablly have a stupid grin on my face I quickly grab a quill and look for a scrap piece of parchment to write my answer on. I see none. All I see is my neatly written, 3 foot, essay for tranfiguration. Harry had already done his and I'm guessing ron just finished. I muddle over it for a mere half second before I scribble over it with my big, thick, crooked black inked answer. Making sure my its easy to see and not really caring that i'm ruining my essay in the process.
"your on!!"
The essay is due tomorrow, first thing in the morning. I guess this is just one essay i'll have to get zero on. I cant wait to see the looks on the boys faces when I dont have a legitiment reason not passing it in.
I look at Ron and he still has that look in his eyes. Maybe tonight i'll find out what it means. maybe.
I meet him at the door and we leave. His arm casualy slung over my sholder. I look up at him and I can't help but smile. a zero is way worth it and for once I don't care becasue I'm with Ron. And trust me, this is way better than 102% on some essay!
He tells me he likes the new me. 'The 'mione that will drop everything to hang out with him' (and Harry of course but Harrys busy with Ginny at the moment) I smile. I like the new me too.
ya know what? I have changed for the better.