In this poem
I is referred to as Lawliet (aka: Ryuuzaki/L)
You is referred to as Raito (aka: Light/Kira)
Desire
I lie awake and watch you sleep
Your face is close to mine
The setting sun does slowly fade
The moon is free to shine
The moonlight shines onto your form
It plays across your face
It licks in rays of silken love
That boldly shows your grace
It's hard to breathe and stay so calm
When you're so close to me
The smell of soap and faded spice
It blurs my sense to see
My beating heart it pounds so fast
Its pace is rapid quick
The nervous rush from daring thoughts
It makes me feel so sick
You sigh and yet you're still asleep
A grin then plays your lips
Your hands then move onto my sides
And then down to my hips
My body shakes it trembles too
I feel your hands move south
My lips then move right close to yours
To press against your mouth
The warmth I feel I can't explain
It's like I'm drugged on it
My tongue then moves into your mouth
It slips a little bit
I feel you twitch and now I know
The theme of my mistake
I realize that your breathing's changed
That you are now awake
My lips are pressed against yours still
It seems I can't move back
I see your eyes they flutter some
My muscles they then slack
I hold my breath and gaze into
Your crystal clear brown eyes
I try to push or pull away
My body all but tries
It seems as though it wants to stay
To be within your arms
You're dazed with sleep your mind is fogged
You lean into my charms
A blush then grows onto my cheeks
It's stained a rosy red
Your hands then dip into my pants
To grasp my weeping head
I moan a soft and stuttered breath
Basking in your heat
I feel your eyes they look at me
Our gazes finally meet
You're now awake the haze is gone
And yet you still are here
You're pressing on into the kiss
You're pulling me so near
My fingers trail along your spine
To feel such tender skin
I hear you moan my gracious name
I cannot help but grin
I trail my lips onto your neck
To place a gentle lick
My hands descend onto your pants
To rub your hardened dick
I hear you gasp and tighten grip
Upon my head that weep
I bite your neck in such surprise
My teeth they bare so deep
I feel a rush of searing blood
The taste I will not rid
It seeps into my pleading mouth
Your tightened pants undid
I slide your pants down off your legs
To kick them off your feet
Your boxers next to be removed
To feel your loving heat
My lips then move onto your chest
To taste your forming sweat
My hands do wrap around your cock
It tastes as good I bet
Your panting breaths they smell so sweet
They waft within my nose
The pleasure heat from tasty breaths
A curling of my toes
Your hand then strokes along my flesh
Thus causing me to scream
Your other hand it grips my pants
Your fingers trail the seam
You nudge my pants down off my hips
My boxers at my thighs
Your grip is firm your pace is quick
My throat emits such cries
My boxers slide down to my feet
My baggy pants now gone
They lie in waste upon the floor
To not be used 'til dawn
Your hands return to skim my shirt
Now raised to show my chest
It's pulled above my messy hair
To fall amongst the rest
Our bodies bare and sheen with sweat
That touch in places more
I feel your dick against my own
A thing I can't ignore
I grind my hips in rhythm match
And feel your lips on mine
And then your tongue invades my mouth
With this I am just fine
Our tongues then meet caress and lick
My eyes they stare in yours
Our mouths they part for sudden air
Your eyes are open doors
Our lips they catch they meet again
The passion is all there
My fingers trail to graze your neck
To fist within your hair
I feel your hands now on my ass
A finger presses in
It's slick with lube and pressing deep
Your hand then grabs my shin
The hand that holds onto my knee
The one that grabs my leg
It forces down my shaking thigh
On back to make me beg
Your other hand is busy now
It adds another one
You whisper soft into my ear
You tell me that it's fun
I twitch in pain and gasp for air
Your fingers scissor me
I claw your back the pain is real
It's real as real can be
You stop your preps and give me time
You frown that I'm in pain
You lick my lips and kiss me hard
My lips a reddened stain
I shudder some and then relax
My fingers trail your spine
My nails then dig into your skin
To show that you are mine
I feel you smirk against my lips
Your fingers move inside
The pain I feel it is so strong
And yet I try to hide
My tongue then moves into your mouth
To kiss you with such force
Your fingers move to stretch my ass
My mind then trails the source
The pain subsides eventually
And then I feel anew
A feeling that I've never felt
And it immensely grew
A warming heat it burns my skin
It courses through my veins
You shift your hand that's on my shin
A rattle of the chains
Your fingers shift and leave my ass
I grunt the lack of touch
You lift my legs my ass does rise
My trembling hips you clutch
I break the kiss and gasp for air
I'm filled with growing fright
I feel you thrust into my ass
You moan that I'm so tight
A surging pain takes hold of me
This pain it rushes through
This sudden pain it makes me cry
The tears I shed are two
You see my tears and push no more
Such guilt consumes your face
You stop and wait for me to move
Our fingers you then lace
I take a breath and pause to wait
I'm waiting for the end
You hold my hand so tenderly
Such shivers it does send
The pain subsides and I adjust
I feel such things below
It starts within my stomach's pits
The feelings quickly grow
I gaze at you my eyes of love
Yet yours are not the same
You thrust in slow and keep that pace
I'm moaning out your name
I close my eyes the pleasure grows
My sense of touch is great
I focus on your gentle thrusts
The pleasure I await
My legs then wrap around your waist
To pull you deep inside
You moan my name as I do yours
I'm ready for the ride
Your thrusts now quick the feeling grows
The feeling will not cease
It grows to be much more than love
The pleasure does increase
My legs they tense and strain to hold
To hold sensations in
I clench my eyes against the rush
The rush of pleasure's sin
Your left hand grabs my rigid flesh
You stroke my aching need
Your grip is firm so very tight
Your fingers drenched in seed
My body squirms into your touch
My breath a trembling moan
The pleasant heat that grows inside
Upon my face it's shown
Your thrusts are fast they're frenzied now
My body takes the thrill
My hips move up to drive you deep
It's like I can't stay still
Your hand still strokes my hardened flesh
It rests within your palm
Your fingers flex your hand does move
My breaths I can't keep calm
The furry heat the passion love
These things I truly feel
The warmth of you inside of me
Sensations are unreal
You lean down close upon my chest
To kiss my lips once more
Your tongue invades my open mouth
To mindlessly explore
Your thrusting grows to push so deep
You reach my pleasure spot
I moan into your open mouth
The pleasure that it brought
A passion lights within our kiss
It is a burning flame
I kiss you deep then break the kiss
I'm moaning out your name
I moan your name and then again
I feel the end draw near
Your thrusts are deep and quickly set
My moans a lusty sheer
A pressure forms within my gut
It's starting at the core
The pressure grows as you thrust in
A thing I can't ignore
It's building up in tightened knots
I'm reaching at my peak
I feel the waves the growing pulse
The pleasures that I seek
My throbbing dick still in your grasp
The pulsing flesh you stroke
My lungs they hurt from lack of air
The kiss I quickly broke
I take a breath and shudder some
I open wide my eyes
To gaze up at your lusty face
That tells of countless lies
You thrust once more that is enough
And everything goes white
I feel a warmth splash on my chest
Your hand does grip so tight
The pressure's gone the tension ceased
I cum upon your hand
You're thrusting still so deep inside
I know what you demand
I tighten up around your cock
You're cumming soon as well
Your throbbing cock your weeping head
Your sweetened sperm expel
You scream out loud and pant my name
You fall onto my chest
You're basking in the after heat
And calming down to rest
Our lips then meet to form a kiss
A simple tired one
My heart beat slows and so does yours
It seems that we're both done
We lie like this for quite some time
We break the kiss for air
I wrap my arms around your back
Into your eyes I stare
You stare on back down at my face
The look I give won't faze
You stare on down and then you know
That love does hold my gaze
I love you much and yet I won't
I will not dare to speak
These things I feel I cannot say
My life would then turn bleak
I'd have to face the bleeding truth
That you don't feel the same
My love for you won't be returned
To you this is a game
It's just a way to rid the stress
No feelings are attached
It's just a way that we'll compete
To see who will out-match
It's nothing more than this I know
My feelings never free
As long'st we live we cannot have
These things can never be
I feel your breath against my face
I cannot help but frown
To know that this is just a lie
My eyes they move on down
I turn my head onto the side
Your face I cannot bare
To look upon and see the truth
These things I find despair
I feel you pull out of my ass
And now I feel so cold
The warmth is gone I feel alone
With no one there to hold
And then you press upon my chest
With yours that is so firm
Our dicks then touch they press against
They mix our sticky sperm
It's all so warm and yet so cold
These things I can't decide
I feel so cold without your love
And yet warm by your side
Our chests they rise and then they drop
We're soon to fall asleep
You're first to go in slumber state
And I am left to weep
I keep my arms around your form
I keep you close to me
You're sound asleep within my hold
You sleep angelically
Such tears do stain my frail pale skin
They drip down off my cheeks
They run in soft but endless flows
My tears they trail in streaks
You'll never feel the way I do
Of this I truly know
I'll hide away my feelings 'love'
And they will never show
I'll solve this case be bound by lies
Be chained to my regret
For you'll kill me or I will you
Our fate already set
I whisper soft into your ear
"You are my shinning Light.
You are the cause my solemn death.
The love forsaken Night."
-Lawliet