Tony is dead. Maybe in IMAA never but this is my version. Enjoy.

I'm trying somehow to live with the emptiness in my heart, but I can't. I cry every night, remembering the suicidal act of death. Now I look at the empty space in the bed, where usually slept with me, and the light of your reactor was your life. I remember every moment spent with you.

Do you regret that you met?

Never in my life. I loved you for it, that you were with me. You were my protector, risked so much ensuring safety. I remember the wedding in the armory. It was an unforgettable experience. I became a widow. A little too early, but I wanted you still spend another years. Together.

Hour of 3:30, then my heart slows down. So every day for a certain time of your farewell. Just I met judgment, which was those fated in advance.

Where's the justice?

You lost everything in his young age. Everything but one day dared to say YES at the "altar." You dared to be associated with me the future. I live with the idea that the whole circle would cease to to roll if we did not then run into each other on the roof of the Academy.

As you have treated?

Simply. Without some there excitement that recognizes the rich kid who wisdom surpassed his teachers. You have given me so much, and I tried to give something back. And now I'm sitting on the bed at night by the light of the moon, crying. Everything could have been different.

I could reject the engagement.

I did not do it.

You could stop to protect me.

You not stopped.

I, Patricia Stark suffer with difficulty, enduring the pain given by your loss. My husband and hero known as Iron Man.

You changed the world, so why did you leave? Through the pain?

I think I will never understand.

I do not know, how do I live on?

Or vice versa?

Do I want to live?

I never betrayed you with someone else. I tried to be honest.

And what came out?

Love beyond all limits. I endured too much meeting with you on the "other" world. Long I thought over how to name your behavior.

Psychopathic?

Treacherous?

Murderous?

No no. None of them. Selfish. You thought only of his suffering, not looking at the effects of this decision.

You took your life because you did not want to bother with the pain?

Or maybe you wanted to again experiment?

Unfortunately, this time came DEFEAT.

Ever wondered on what is the real pain?

It's such when suffering all around.

Will I be able to give you forgive such a betrayal?

If so, it will be a long process.

If not, rest in peace and stop me tired, including memories in my head.

I lost you, losing the sense of existence and the meaning of life. Sometimes it seems to me that it was a nightmare. Pulling a horror without being able to stop.

Have you ever had recovered from such a big blow to the heart?

I'll try, but for a long time Pepper died of Tony Stark. They left together in the abyss.

In emptiness.

Nothingness.

Patricia Stark

With great regret saying goodbye to Tony Stark

her husband

My next translate but this time I trying change words in Polsih to connect with English. If you understand this letter, good. If you like this, I appreciate to review.