Disclaimer: I'm sad to say that I don't own Legacy of Kain, if I did I wouldn't be writing to fanfiction websites with fiction for it.
A/N: Sorry for the long silence, I haven't had time to write much lately and I've been ill recently, but I'm back on track now!
Okay, this is my second attempt of an angsty songfic. My first one didn't seem to do very well but maybe that's because I used Sarafan Raziel as a main character. But anyway....this is a songfic to Evanescence's 'My Immortal'. It's Janos's death from Vorador's POV.
All right then, enough of my rambling, on with the fic....
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I look at your body, the empty shell I am now left with. I can hardly bear it. To see you lying there, empty and dead when you used to be so full of life.
I used to love the way you would laugh and joke with me. The mirth seemed to light up your face and golden eyes from under silky strands of ebony hair.
You said you loved my sence of humour, that I could always make you laugh, even though you felt like crying most of the time.
You hated immortality. It was your greatest enemy. You couldn't stand being thrown from your God's grace. But you said you had to keep going, to sustain the Pillars. I couldn't understand this. Immortality was the greatest thing ever given to me. But even though, I loved that I could just put my arms around you and make you smile, your beautiful head resting against my shoulder.
I couldn't believe it when I went to your Retreat and it was in ruins. I think I went mad. I started to climb the cliff-face, desparate to find you and not caring that I was almost tearing my claws out.
I scrabbled through the rubble and saw you. I almost burst into tears. How could you be gone? It couldn't be true.
I tried to tell myself that you were sleeping. But when you were sleeping you always looked so content. I remembered lying in your arms with one of your beautiful ebony wings around me and being amazed at how peaceful and angelic you looked in the moonlight.
You didn't look like that when I found you. You still had a look of pain and shock on your face. The wound in your chest made me feel ill. To see your soft, flawless, pale blue skin marred by this horrible gaping wound.
I don't remember how I got you back here, I just remember the need to get you away from the ruins, the need to keep you safe.
I layed you down here and placed hundreds of candles around you, trying to make you look like you did that night infront of the fire when you first told me you loved me.
I hate seeing you like this. I sometimes wish you would just leave me. . .
Why are you still here? Why do you hurt me so much?
Why can't you come back. . .
My Janos. . .
My Maker. . .
My Dark Angel. . .
My Lover.
~*~
I'm so tired of being here.
Suppressed by all my childhood fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Cause your presence still lingers here,
and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating mind,
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice has chased away all the sanity in me.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.
~*~
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A/N: Well there you go. Please R&R and tell me what you think. If you liked that then you might like another fic like that I did called "Mad World" give it a look.
Thanks for reading
Peace, love, empathy,
xxx -@Spawn Of Insanity@- xxx
A/N: Sorry for the long silence, I haven't had time to write much lately and I've been ill recently, but I'm back on track now!
Okay, this is my second attempt of an angsty songfic. My first one didn't seem to do very well but maybe that's because I used Sarafan Raziel as a main character. But anyway....this is a songfic to Evanescence's 'My Immortal'. It's Janos's death from Vorador's POV.
All right then, enough of my rambling, on with the fic....
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I look at your body, the empty shell I am now left with. I can hardly bear it. To see you lying there, empty and dead when you used to be so full of life.
I used to love the way you would laugh and joke with me. The mirth seemed to light up your face and golden eyes from under silky strands of ebony hair.
You said you loved my sence of humour, that I could always make you laugh, even though you felt like crying most of the time.
You hated immortality. It was your greatest enemy. You couldn't stand being thrown from your God's grace. But you said you had to keep going, to sustain the Pillars. I couldn't understand this. Immortality was the greatest thing ever given to me. But even though, I loved that I could just put my arms around you and make you smile, your beautiful head resting against my shoulder.
I couldn't believe it when I went to your Retreat and it was in ruins. I think I went mad. I started to climb the cliff-face, desparate to find you and not caring that I was almost tearing my claws out.
I scrabbled through the rubble and saw you. I almost burst into tears. How could you be gone? It couldn't be true.
I tried to tell myself that you were sleeping. But when you were sleeping you always looked so content. I remembered lying in your arms with one of your beautiful ebony wings around me and being amazed at how peaceful and angelic you looked in the moonlight.
You didn't look like that when I found you. You still had a look of pain and shock on your face. The wound in your chest made me feel ill. To see your soft, flawless, pale blue skin marred by this horrible gaping wound.
I don't remember how I got you back here, I just remember the need to get you away from the ruins, the need to keep you safe.
I layed you down here and placed hundreds of candles around you, trying to make you look like you did that night infront of the fire when you first told me you loved me.
I hate seeing you like this. I sometimes wish you would just leave me. . .
Why are you still here? Why do you hurt me so much?
Why can't you come back. . .
My Janos. . .
My Maker. . .
My Dark Angel. . .
My Lover.
~*~
I'm so tired of being here.
Suppressed by all my childhood fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Cause your presence still lingers here,
and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating mind,
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice has chased away all the sanity in me.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.
~*~
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
A/N: Well there you go. Please R&R and tell me what you think. If you liked that then you might like another fic like that I did called "Mad World" give it a look.
Thanks for reading
Peace, love, empathy,
xxx -@Spawn Of Insanity@- xxx