I had just broken up with my girlfriend my sweet little Namine now dating my brother Sora.
"I'm sorry Roxas…but I like someone else" was what Namine said looking down fiddling with the ring I gave her on her 15th birthday as a gift of our anniversary.
My heart sank into my stomach "What w-who?" I muttered out looking into her sea-blue eyes filled with sympathy and sadness.
There was a sigh before she spoke a hesitant sigh.
"Roxas…" there was a long pause making the situation worse for me "I'm in love with your brother Sora" she said looking to the side slipping off the ring I gave her years ago.
My hand fell limp staring down at the floor I grabbed her shoulders looking into her eyes.
"W-why don't you love me?" I asked still resting my hands onto her shoulders.
"Roxas you're just…just not like Sora I mean you're just not as interesting and great as him" I took a step back furrowing my eye-brows glaring to the side.
"I'm sorry Roxas" she said apologizing in her sweet voice dropping the ring into my hand I looked down at the silver ring with a heart engraved in the middle in oneyx gem. I closed my hand walking to the door opening it with my back to her.
"No I'm sorry Namine that I wasn't such an interesting and great boyfriend for you'' I said coldly walking onto the porch down the sidewalk not caring to look back.
"R-roxas wait!" I heard Namine yell but still I had my eyes ahead on the concrete paved sidewalk. Her yells became more distant now I had my fists clenched and my jaw shut tightly "I'm just not as good as him huh?" I muttered coldly.
Me and Sora never got along after I came back to live with him and our mother always distant with each other, never talking to each other when we were both alone just the same old routine.
But Namine is right I could never be as good as him he was 1st best while I was always the 2nd to get the last treatment to anything I did good at. But he would always come back with something he's the best or greatest at.
I felt jealous that he was the main attention ever since I moved back in 4th grade always hearing "Sora your so good!" or "Sora your mother should be proud of you" did I ever get those kind of compliments? No.
Only compliments I got were "That's great roxas but try and work on this'' or "roxas your good at basketball but so is Sora" it was always about him not me.
My mother never knew how much I despised Sora nor did anyone else they would just praise him for everything he did.
But my friend Axel always stayed with me as my friend making jokes about Sora calling him "Porcupine head" or "Squirt" which he did the same thing with me because I wasn't tall enough to reach his face.
Walking down the sidewalk with the street-lamps now lit the sky was still bright with a shade of violet and orange mixed together.
I walked onto the porch walking into the house I heard laughter probably Sora's tutor Kairi I thought slipping off my shoes not bothering to put them away which my mom nags me about.
"Oh Roxas? h-hey'' I heard kairi say hearing her footsteps come out of the kitchen to greet me.
"Would you like to eat some cake with us?" kairi asked flipping her bangs to the side and smiling I looked over to Sora who was staring at me frowning a bit.
"No thanks I'll be up in my room reading'' I said coldly glaring at Sora while walking up the stairs to slam my bedroom door shut.
I flopped onto my bed closing my eyes tightly shut while sighing angrily fiddling with the ring on my finger touching the rough-course edges of the gem shaped heart.
"Why him? Why him!" I yelled throwing my pillow at my closet door.
I know that you're probably thinking that I'm acting childish and selfish but I can't just get over the fact that Namine broke up with me for Sora and how I'm not as great as him.
"You're just not as interesting or great as him" kept ringing in my head reminding me how much a pathetic loser I am.
End
Another Roxas-kairi fanfic that'll be more interesting later on but now it's all about him moaning over that his girlfriend dumped him poor Roxy! So please read!