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Chapter 1!
Dans POV

Phil has been acting different lately, like he stays away from me and we don't talk much anymore like we used to.
I know that Phil's gay found it out last year when we started to share the flat. He used to go out with really unsuitable girls, I don't mean like their not compatible I mean he was literally dating super models! Well done to him for getting a date with them, don't know how he did it. After one date they'd dump him, leaving Phil heartbroken and me to pick up the pieces. This happened 3 or 4 times and it was awful to see him like this.
I got suspicious because when we went to the pub In celebration for his birthday he started to flirt with the bartender. He did this for about 20 mins, and I think the bartender kind of liked it and was flirting back, he realised what he was doing and stopped, finished his drink and left. When I had finished my drink I left , I found Phil sitting on a bench across the road from the pub we were supposed to be celebrating in. Crying. I went over and sat beside him. We sat in silence and the only thing that could be heard was the music from the nightclub a short away. I put my hand on his shoulder to comfort him and he fell into me. I'm not sure how I felt about this because Phil and I are very close and I wanted to stop him crying but this is what couples do. Phil and I are not a couple no matter what all the fanfiction says. When he eventually stopped crying I asked a question even I thought was a strange question to ask,
"What's on your mind Phil?"
Instantly regretted what I had asked but I went with it. Phil, after a moment of deep thought, said,
"I'm gay, Dan, that's what's on my mind. I'm sorry if you don't want to share the flat anymore, I'll pack my stuff up and move out on Friday."
I was in shock, deep shock, but I shook myself and replied,
"Oh, have you told anyone else? What about your family do they know?"
"No, no one else knows, you're the only one that knows but I'm going to tell my family the next time I'm at home. Ok, well, I think we should go home and I'll start packing" said Phil sadly.
"I don't want you to leave, you're my best friend and the fact that I now know your gay does not change anything" I said seriously "I just know, now, not to walk around in my underwear or you might get some ideas!" I added jokingly.
We sat there just in silence on that bench. Thinking, just thinking. We decided to go home drink some Pimm's and celebrate at home instead. After all, I did get Phil an Adventure Time birthday cake. We shared it and Phil went to bed. Before going to bed, he said,
"Thank you", but I'm not sure if it was for the cake or if it was for just being there for him that night.
Yes, as I was saying, he has been acting really differently around me and doesn't talk to me much anymore. It was really the thing I liked about our friendship. The way we could just be ourselves around each other. Some of my other friendships from high school were very different to Phil and I's friendship because I know Phil will stick beside me whatever happens and it's the same the other way round.

Phil's POV

Dan and I haven't been talking much lately and I'm not sure if it is his fault because he is busy with gaming or my fault because I'm trying to get things sorted out in my head. I say things, I mean feelings. Feelings for Dan.
Dan and I are as close as you can be but we seem to not be talking and I think that our friendship is suffering. I just want to go to him and start a conversation with him, but he is always gaming. The only time I see him is in the morning when he gets up. Maybe, tomorrow, I should start a conversation with him about gaming. I really want to talk to him.
I haven't told the Lion Army yet, some of them might not take it well, but I have told my family, Chris and PJ. They are the most important people in my life apart from the subscribers. And Dan.
I really want to talk to Dan, I have to know if he's still ok about me being gay. He seemed to take the news really well but maybe he has changed his mind about letting me staying here. Should I move out? Should I confront him about it? I'm so confused! I need a walk but I promise myself that after my walk I'll at least see if he still living and maybe try and make conversation with him.