Hiya! It's Xenocryst, here with my newly planned story, Never! Really?.

Firstly, Thank you to Ratskie, Mayvarik, Sammie-chan, Fate Kashigo and ZonaRose for giving me permission to use your fanfics for my fanfic. I will use at least one story of yours, throughout the story and acknowledge your work and everything that is yours. Thank you very much.

Secondly, I want to thank every single one of you guys who take some of their time to read my fanfic, especially those who review, hehe I really like reviews. Or if you have any problems, comments, suggestions you can also PM me. :)

Thirdly, if you have any more fanfics I can use, then my arms are open!

I have redone chapter 1 so give it a go and if you're unsatisfied with anything, or desire anything, PM me, review.

IMPORTANT: IN THIS CHAPTER, MAYVARIK'S STORY: SHATTERED TRUST IS USED. MAYARIK OWNS ALL THE RIGHTS TO SHATTERED TRUST. IF YOU HAVEN'T READ HIS/HER STORY, IT'S A VERY GOOD STORY...READ IT.

Never? Really?

Chapter 1- The way it is.

I fiddled with my tako in my lunch box, deep in thought, thought of the one I loved. Pushing one of the tako towards another, I made them snuggle against one another. 'I love you' the tako whispered to the other, embracing each other, sharing their warmth. Oh how I wish I could hear those three wor-

"Nanoha~, I l-i-k-e y-o-u~" the blonde beside whispered near my ear sending chills of excitement and embarrassment through my body. My ear instantly boiled and I jerked back from the voice, my hand covering my victimized ear.

"F-F-F-F-Fate chan?" I whimpered. "W-What are you d-doing?"

Fate beamed. "You looked sooo engrossed, with your octopus' that I thought I'll remind you that it's time to have those three words said to you by that special someone."

"Ah…right…" I said, my blush still pasted on my face. "I better get going then….I'm a bit nervous…" Fate smiled and gave me a tight squeeze on my right hand. "He gave you that letter because he likes you."

I packed up my lunch swiftly and paced myself towards the back of the gym, taking the letter I received earlier this morning from my pocket.

I arrived at the back of the gym, at the designated place, and looked around; hoping to search for him, hoping it isn't all just a joke.

"H-Hi…Nanoha chan."

I turned around and came face to face with a young blonde man, his teethy grin and his fogged up glasses represented his sincerity. I smiled.

"Y-Yunno…"

Suddenly, out of the blue he bowed, his glasses dropped a little as he did and he declared: "I like you…go out with me please." He kept his position and waited for my reply.

"I like you too."

The blonde straightened himself wearing a blush on his face he embraced me. Our heads were inches apart and I knew where this is going to lead, I shut my eyes tight and brought my head closer.

"CUT"

I sighed and remembering the position I was in, I quickly unwounded myself from the grasp of Yunno and pushed him away subtlety. I didn't want to get on Yunno's bad side since he was my co worker but I sure didn't want him to misunderstand anything.

"That scene was well taken, Harlaown san, Scyra kun, and Takamachi san. I'm pleased, however there is just one little thing." He pointed to me. " Takamachi, you were red since the beginning of the film as if you were thinking of someone, or were you feeling a bit sick?"

My heart pumped. He couldn't of have known who I was thinking of right? "Um..sorry…I-I"

"Takamachi san, whoever you were thinking of…this is just a drama. It's not real. None of the feelings is real, so please don't get influenced, it'll only affect your work tremendously."

"Sorry. But it's not that, I just have a cold…that's all, nothing like that." Yes nothing like that, nothing is real.

Chrono shifted against his seat. "Ah. Sorry for assuming things. Ahem, okay then, I'll look through the scene and if signs of your cold are evident, we'll redo the scene, but if it isn't then we will move on to the kissing scene next time. Remember to read the script and become the characters." With that the director exited the scene.

I walked towards my bags and sighed. Was it that obvious I was thinking about someone during the scene? I really need to compose myself. I took a quick glance behind me before opening the door but the blonde was too busy discussing the next scene to notice me. Ahaha, who am I kidding, I wouldn't be noticed even if I was standing right beside them.

My name is Nanoha Takamachi and I am 16 years old who works as an actress in order to earn a living. Currently I am involved in a series called Love Lyrical Nanoha. It's a show which uses our real names, about high school love and for some unknown reason I was chosen as the protagonist. Yunno is my 'crush' in the series and Fate is my best friend, although as said by Chrono, these relationships are not real in reality.

The other main actors involved in this series, are Hayate, my supposedly love rival, Vita, the number one class athlete despite her small size, Shizuka, the class president, Arisa and the delinquent who Shizuka befriends.

Shamal is my manager, and is probably the nicest and most caring manager ever. I've heard from rumors that Fate's manager, Signum, beats her with a kendo stick if she doesn't do what is required. For that, I really don't like Signum, but as everyone knows, gossips are not the truth. But if I find any evidence of Signum abusing Fate I will sue her.

Unlike other managers, I deliberated requested Shamal not to drive me home from work as I live quite far away and I would like to keep my address and phone number confidential so my fans and manager aren't able to find me. I have my reasons.

I drove home, and stumbled into my house after unlocking the front door, passing through the living room where my uncle was drinking with his friends. I walked passed it trying to avoid eye contact, however to my dismay I was caught and a glass bottle came flying my way. I managed to dodge it but resulted with a cut on my hand. Loud footprints resounded in the house and it got louder as my uncle approached me. I was scared, frightened and horrified but there was nothing I could do. He pushed me against the wall and grabbed strands of my hair, pulling my hair upwards so my eyes were equal to his. His other hand was holding on to a bottle of vodka.

"YOU SPOILED BRAT! COMING HOME THIS LATE. WHERE"S MY DINNER?"

"Dinner?"

"YOU BRAT!" He shouted as he slapped me, making me fall to the ground with a loud THUD. Once again he picked me up again with my hair and forced vodka into my mouth. My mind became blank and a bit dizzy, but other than that, even though it was strong alcohol, it didn't affect me much. You could say, I'm used to all this.

Minutes later, he spat at me and then proceeded back to his mates and started drinking again. I walked up the stairs to the attic, aka my room and threw myself onto my futon. I never forgot anything that my uncle had done to me in the past, not that I wanted to remember them, but I couldn't forget them. I've always wished and sometimes I believe that if I wish hard enough, he might be as nice as before when my aunt ran away.

I fumbled in my desk draw and took out a pack of bandages and quickly slapped one on my hand, then I proceeded into the shower. Letting the hot water gently hit my skin was pure bliss, the sensation the water gives you, almost makes you feel like you are loved.

I got changed and jumped onto my soft futon, snuggling into my blankets. After receiving enough warmth and feeling rather bored I got off my futon and jumped onto my laptop, surfing the net. I clicked onto one of my favourite websites. W w w . fanfiction. c o m. I clicked onto the Love Lyrical section and my heart beated a bit faster.. I wish there will be updates today.Above, I scrolled down to find the names of my desired characters.

Character 1: Nanoha Takamachi.

I got to character two and hesitated a bit. Yes, I've done this several times, in fact I go on this website every single day, but each time I enter character 2, I can't help but feel a bit nervous like it's my first time.

Character 2: Fate Testarossa.

I smiled at her name and her image presented itself in my mind. Oh my gosh...I love her so much. As soon as I entered the characters, I looked at the stories. I looked at the page presented in front of me, scrolling up and down, making sure I haven't missed anything, and to my dismay, there were no updates. I gave a light sigh but I still wanted to read. Then an idea came to me, why don't I just read the old ones, so I went back a few pages and found a 8 chapter fanfic. Awesome.

"Let's see...Shattered Trust...Author: Mayvarik."

I started reading and I couldn't stop...and even though my heart ached from the beginning till the end, I was addicted to this story, so addicted to the fact that Fate and I were married, I read it 2 more times.

I read the last sentence on Chapter 8 for the 4th time and deeply exhaled, it almost felt like I had held my breath for the whole read.

I inhaled and held my laptop, my hands tightly gripping the side of the screen.

"Mayvarik...why...why you no update. Do you want to see Fate and I in that situation forever. Why? Mayvarik...update...update...update.."

I decided to leave a review and after a few crossouts and backspaces, I was left with this.

Raising Heart:
Hi Mayvarik,

Firstly I'm really happy to have read your fanfic, though I was a bit red and felt embarrassed throughout the fanfic, I loved it. I mean I don't like the fact that Nanoha was drugged, and did something like that to Yunno, for who knows how long, but her being married to Fate. I love it. Nanoha should be married to Fate. Anyways, I liked it, it made my heart ache each time I felt Fate's emotions. Nanoha...sigh, wh,y but I'm sure you'll update and give them a good ending. :)

Because...Nanoha will always always...l-l-love Fate..

Will that give away the fact that I'm Nanoha...? I sighed and added a few words to the end of my review.

Raising Heart, a huge, number one fan of Nanofate.

I smiled and sighed as I shut down my laptop and began chanting in my head.

I slowly tucked myself in my futon and fell asleep. Mayvarik...update.

"...was drugged...I was DRUGGED! DRUGGED, I tell you, DRUGGED. I didn't mean to betray you. Trust me, you're the only one in my little worthless he-"

"CUT! Takamachi san...I do believe you have been reading the wrong script. Why are you telling us, you've been drugged?" Chrono exclaimed in confusion.

Just telling you all this, you must think before you speak or else you'll end up like me. "Well, that's obvious, it's because I did it with Yunno, despite the fact that I was married to Fate, who came home from a very long mission and subtly exposed herself in order to sed-"

I stopped and took a step back from the Fate.

It was slient. I looked around,

at Chrono, his confused eyes, and slightly opened mouth,

at Shamal, who just kept smiling like it was normal,

at Hayate, who seemed to be snickering,

at Vita, who had a disgusted look on her face,

at Shizuka, who had a sincere shocked expression,

at Arisa, who had a angry shocked expression,

at Yunno, his fogged up glasses and red face

then, at Fate, whose expression was neutral, slightly confused but neutral. She caught me staring at her and smiled.

That's when I came to an epiphany that, I wasn't at home, on my laptop, nor was I on bed, dreaming.

I was at the studio, and my legs felt weak. I fell to the ground, I was very nervous.

I grew hot, and I decided to break the slience, but someone else did before me. Fate

"That's a funny dream you had Takamachi, haha, though it is an embarrassing story. Here..." She said as she held out her hand for me to grab, which I did after hesitating. She pulled me up and brushed the dust off my right shoulder. "Sorry." I apologized, without making eye contact.

"Nanoha –chan that...that was a dream right?" Yunno said as he brought his glasses to his eyes.

" It was more of a nightmare, don't worry I don't think of either you two like that. I mean you most certainly won't do that to me, and I don't like Testarossa san like that at all. No chance. I guess I haven't fully woken up...Nyhaha" I bluntly lied, but both of them bought it.

"Whew, Nanoha-chan, don't make me worry..haha"

"That's a relief, I wouldn't know what to do if you really did like me." Fate gave a light laugh, which broke my heart. I would of have been happy if I didn't know that...Fate chan.

"That's enough for today. Takamachi-san, sleep properly, will you?" The director of the show said as he walked out.

I packed my bags, said my farewells, and realised I was the only one left besides Hayate, who walked towards me and squatted next to me.

"Nanoha-chan~ What's taking you so long~" My best friend asked in a tone that sounded a bit too mischievous.

"Thinking about today?" She kept interrogating

"It was a stupid dream..." Mayvarik, update!

"Or~ do you just read too many fanfics..."

Hayate grinned, and I was scared.