Blaine

The notes played out and we were so close. I wanted to reach out and touch him but I balled up my fists instead. I needed to get away, and quick, if I wanted to keep my dignity. I started to turn away but then the unthinkable happened. He kissed me. The love of my life, my best friend (or at least he used to be), and my big brother. Without meaning to my body responded immediately. Once I started though, I couldn't stop. When he pulled away I was breathless, and I wanted him and then it all hit me. Everything I kept in so I could function. The pain, the anger at him leaving and taking my heart with him. Suddenly I was furious. "DAMMIT, coop I was over you. I have a boyfriend, I have friends, a life, and everything I thought I wanted. But here you are, and it's like you never left. I WAS FINALLY OVER YOU!" He was shocked. I never use to yell at him. He'd cock his head and look at me with those sparkling blue eyes and id melt. Then something else overcame him. He was angry. I almost took a step back but this was my coop, he would never hurt me. My heart broke when I realized I had called him my coop. He stormed up to me and grabbed my face. "Blaine Lee Anderson, you're mine!" He practically growled at me and I couldn't stop my body from reacting. It was like nothing had changed and it was surprisingly easy to slip back into our casual banter, after all we were brothers, even if he had abandoned me. "Coop, are you jealous?" I found myself smirking at him full blown and suddenly he was coming closer and I was backing up, and he had a dangerous glint in his eyes. One I had come to realize over the years was the one he made when he wanted me. My heart raced with anticipation. We stopped when my back bumped into the backstage wall. He pushed against me and I moaned loudly. I could feel him against me. This was all for me. "Why would I be jealous; whoever the unlucky bastard is he doesn't hold a candle to me." "I know exactly Where, and how to touch you to make you scream. Face it I know you AND your body." He slid his hand under the back of my shirt and his hand roamed my skin, just to touch it, and I shivered. God how I had missed his touch. All that those hands could do to me…. I yanked him closer, needing more than ever to touch him now. I didn't kiss him at first, teasing him was the best part. I wanted him begging for me. "God I've missed you". And it was true. Kurt was amazing, and yes I loved him, but I didn't just love cooper. He was everything I wanted, everything I need, and when he left he took a part of him with me. Now I had him back and I wasn't letting him go. I yanked his lips to mine, suddenly unable to breathe without his mouth on mine. He let me control it. I had learned, and as much as I had wanted him to be my teacher I was glad to be the dominant one for tonight. I could feel his excitement. It was all for me, and I couldn't get enough of it. He picked us up and I wrapped my legs around him. We walked a couple of steps and he sat us down on the stairs. I tightened my legs around his waist, creating friction I had so longed for all these years. He pulled away and my stomach tightened at how he looked. His usual perfect hair was tousled, with my fingers to blame. Even now I ran my fingers through the luscious black locks, and his swollen lips reminded how intoxicating his taste was. And all this because of me. He didn't let anyone else see him like this, and I loved knowing only I could make him feel this way. We talked about a memory, my favorite one. The night he stole my heart forever. It was so close to stopping. Sometimes I wonder how we would've turned out had we stopped there, how I would've turned out. But now it is too late. He is the love of my life. In my bliss I have forgotten the real world. Kurt will never forgive me, all my promises of being different were pointless. Somewhere I knew if coop had come back this would have happened. But I was hoping I could resist him. But as always with cooper, I am most always wrong. He saw my eyes begin to darken and he laughed. "That's the night you ruined me". I rubbed my nose against his and I saw the love that shined in his eyes. I hope he realized how no one compared. With Kurt, he was so unsure of himself, but cooper knew exactly what and how I wanted it and I was addicted. For a second he seemed unsure of himself and I hoped he knew just how much I loved only him. "I ruined you Blainey?" I laughed before I could stop myself. He really didn't know? My reaction to him wasn't enough? I would spend the rest of my life trying to prove to him how amazing he was. The words tumbled out in an effort to comfort him. It was natural, and I loved it. "No one else stands a chance. You know me like no one else, and if you'll stick around this time, I'll show you just how much I love you." He smiled that famous smile he only gave to me. The one that filled with me love and want all at the same time. I never wanted to let him go. I would fight him if he tried to leave. This was proof enough, he was irreplaceable. I shifted, my body remembering exactly what he did to me. He growled and I shivered. I loved when he became possessive. "I. WANT. YOU. Right here. Right now." I untangled from him and yanked my pants down. I would not miss this chance. He pulled his pants down, and then he was sad. I touched his face, confused at his emotional shift. "Baby I don't have any lube on me." This was what I wanted to show him. I had learned things, been shown things I'd try with him now. This was nothing. "Take me. Hard" I loved the flicker of surprise that passed over his face. I was new, and improved. This Blaine was much surer of himself than the one he loved. And one day I'd have him begging for me. He sat down and yanked me to him. I shivered at his touch. I hovered for a second, and then lowered myself on him. Slowly and I had to bite my lip to keep from moaning. He growled at my pace. Cooper never was one to practice patience. I smiled at him, and slammed myself onto him. He moaned, a beautiful sound he only made for me. I was happy. The feeling of Cooper inside me overshadowed anything else. It was wonderful. And I never wanted it to stop.