Sad Days
I know I have so much Freinds family But I just cant be happy. I feel empty all the thats when I found ralease. Now iuts the only thing I need to make it through the day. After a long painful day at school I go home and fake it til the end of the day. Then by bedtime the craving is so intense. I say goodnight to mom and dad sun and lunar and head upstairs to feed the craving. I lok under the dresser for the thing I need to live the bright silver glistining razor. I sit back and place it on a fresh patch of skin. I push down gently and pull back. In seconds the pain and blood take away the confusin of the day. I love it. That is my secret that is how I make it through life. I dont know what I wouold do if someone found out.
