Well another FF ^^ I'm kinda proud. This will be a long one so have a little patience.
The main pairing will be Cross x Allen. But there will be so much more pairings in the progress.
And this FF will become a little sad for everyone who likes Kanda (for me too).
This chapter is easier to understand if have read my first FF: A special kind of poker.
A 'Kanashi' person:
It's written as 'love' yet pronounced as 'sad'. A 'Kanashi' person is a lover who can solicit both love and sadness from your heart.
A 'Kanashi' person
Chapter One:
Rock-paper-scissor-strip
It's been two months since the trio took off to the mission. And – of course – hadn't contact the order. Well, that was expected of General Cross and Kanda, but Allen was a different matter. He usually calls, making sure nobody needed to worry.
"What if something happend?" Lenalee asked, sounding close to tears.
"What could happen to those three? You know they are strong. The worst case could be that Cross is leaving more bills for Allen to pay." Lavi tried to cheer her up. But Lenalee wasn't so sure. It was a dangerous mission or else Komui wouldn't have send the General with the two boys.
"Komui said that it could take long to finish the mission."
"Yeah you're right. I really shouldn't worry so much." Lenalee lied, Lavi could hear and see that but he played along.
"See. Well, let's go and see if your brother is still laking off work."
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"ROCK-PAPER-SCISSOR!" The two men shouted. It was the last round. Allen lost so many times, he was already naked. Only Kanda and Cross were still in their briefs. It was a match of pride, neither of this two wanted to lose. Well, Allen was a sucker at games when he didn't have the chance to cheat. But he was kinda turned on by the two men almost naked fighting/playing with all they had.
"Paper over rock. I win!" Kanda sounded oh so pleased.
"You little …" Cross nearly graveld.
"Shishou! Play fair. It's just a game." Allen told him in a teasing tone.
"It wasn't fair to begin!" Allen knew what his master meant. It was the price for the winner. The winner has the word for this night, he could do whatever he wanted. And of course was Cross fearing that Kanda would want to top him. But Allen knew better, Kanda just wanted to serve. Kanda was a ronin¹ and Allen believed that Kanda meant to find his master in Cross.
"It's not like I would ..." Kanda stopped in the middle. His face showed his feelings, he was hurt. He couldn't believe that Cross trusted him so less. But then again was Cross a man who liked to be in control.
"Like you would do what, boy?" Cross asked, leaning into the other. "Don't like to be in control of the man who stole your cherry²?" Kanda trembled as the older man whispered in his ear.
"No." Kanda breathed out. "No I don't like it. I like it when you tell me what do, General. I like to act the way you want me to."
Cross was suprised by the honesty of the boy. Kanda was usually kinda dominant and showed nearly no emotions – you could think that he didn't even have any feelings. But now he could see that Kanda was a submissive person. He saw Allen grin in the corner of his eyes.
'So he knew all along huh?' He thought.
Of course Allen knew. He watched Kanda for so long, lusting for him but then he saw the flicker of submission the last time the three played.³ But then again was Kanda dominant to Allen. He was maybe a switcher. But he had been dominant for so long. Never found someone he could submit to. Until now.
"So boy. You do what I say?" Cross asked malicious.
Chills running down Kandas spine. "Yes sir."
"Close your eyes and keep them shut." Cross stood up, took Allen's ribbon and kneeled behind Kanda. His hands slides featherlight over the boys sides. Up and down and other again, before moving straight to the nipples. Turning and pinching them.
Kanda's breathing got faster. Cross' mouth attacked his neck, leaving sloopy open-mouthed-kisses. Kanda felt hands on his tights. Allen was kneeling before him, hands on his legs leaning forward to dip his tongue into the swordmans navel. Kanda's eyes flew open as he arched his back, leaning against Cross.
Cross was biting down hard. "I told you to keep your eyes closed right?" He growled. "You leave me no other choice but to blindfold you."
He licked over the bite before leaning back to grab the ribbon. He let his nails stratch up Kanda's back. The boy whimpered. Cross smirked. He was so pleased with the reaction. He let go of him.
"Close your eyes boy." Kanda did as told and Cross covered his eyes. Knotting the ribbon on the back of his head.
"Now you only need to feel. Submit to the sensations we give you."
In the meanwhile Allen got Kanda's briefs off. Kanda was hard already and Allen was suprised by how sensitive the dark haired boy was. Kanda's cock twitched as Cross again attacked his neck, kissing, licking, biting, making sure to leave marks. His hands were back to Kanda's nipples, rolling them between his fingers. Kanda opened his legs a bit more.
Allen was mesmorized by the scene before him. His hands trailing an unseen pattern on Kanda's chest. The head of Kanda's cock was wet with pre-cum and Allen just couldn't resist. He bend down and licked over the tip. Kanda's hips jerked up, wanting more. He moaned hoarsely, with his scense of seeing being disabled the feeling was just overwhelming.
Cross grabed Kanda's hair, bending his head back so hard that it hurt. Cross' teeth were on his throat, biting down hard enough to draw blood. The pain and pleasure were almost too much for him. He was panting helplessly, every cell of his body beging for release, but then everything stopped. He couldn't see what happend, couldn't see the two men having a soundless conversation. Cross' eyes moved to the red leather couch. He indicates Allen to stand up. The boy got up more elegant than expected, Cross then placed Allen on the back of it, legs wide open. He kissed his student passionately before he went back to Kanda.
"Get up, boy." Kanda jerked as the order interrupted the silence. Try to stand up while being blindfold and horny to no end. It was easier said than done. So Kanda nearly fell face-first back on the floor if Cross wouldn't have caught him.
"Easy tiger." He could hear the amusement in the older man's voice.
"Not funny." Kanda murmured. He shivered as he registered his situation, completely naked and blindfold in the arms of the man he kinda loved.
Wait! What he fuck was he thinking. He couldn't possibly love that man right?
Cross felt the boy tense up in his arms.
"What's wrong?" He asked. Slowly leading the boy to the couch. "What is my little boy thinking about, huh?" Cross' voice got a little moking tone. Kanda let out a suprised grasp as his knees touched the cool leather. Cross pushed him forward so he would fall right in Allen's open legs. He tried to get a hold on something, anything to stop his falling. Allen caught his hands, placing them on each side of his hips. Allen's hands moved up the strong arms of the swordsman before moving into the thick black hair. He bend down to kiss the older boy, first slowly but then deeper more possesive.
Cross watched the two boys. He had never seen Allen this possesive. Maybe that's because he knew that Cross would never belong to only him. But maybe, maybe he would. Yeah maybe. But then again was there Kanda in the mix. The three of them loved each other in all different ways. To keep a long story short, it was a mess.
Kanda's hand started to explore Allen's body. First moving up the flat stomach just to move down again. Trailing featherlight an unseen line from Allen's hip to his knees and up again. Before he -finally- touched the younger boys cock. Strocking it with just one finger from the base all the way up before teasing the slit. Allen broke the kiss to let out a light moan. He was quite a sight, eyes heavy lidded, lips red und swollen, breathing faster than normal.
Well, Kanda couldn't see, but for Cross is was exciting. Even through Kanda was the one blindfold, Allen acted way more sensitive then usual. Cross got a little bit jealous - not that he would admit it. The boys were having fun all by themselfs and leaving him out.
He fisted a hand in Kanda's hair, turning his head just to claim his mouth. The kiss was hot and possesive. More to show his apprentice that Kanda didn't only belong to him but to him, his master, as well. Kanda moaned into the kiss. Saving the feeling of Allen's hot skin under his hands, Cross' hand in his hair and the tongue which explored his mouth not leaving an inch untouched.
Allen was mesmerized by the two older men kissing. It wasn't like the first time they kissed. They didn't battle for dominance. Kanda was so submissive, arching his back, rubbing his ass against the bulge in Cross' briefs. He was trying so hard to please both of them, both Allen and Cross.
He caught his breath as they broke the kiss. Kanda was so beautiful, blushing, blindfolded, hair messy, lips parted, panting heavily. The love in Cross' eyes, the caring as he let his thumb slide over Kanda's buttom lip.
"General ..." The raven haired breathed out.
"Shishou~" Allen let out a light moan.
"Damn, I shouldn't have turned Tim off. You should see your faces. So hot." Cross' voice was full of desire.
"Kanda." Allen got Kanda's attention back. Kissing him again. This time with all the feelings he felt at the moment. Love, desire, passion, lust and longing.
Cross couldn't help the light moan that escaped his throat. Kanda hadn't stopped rubbing his ass against Cross' clothed cock but instead put more pressure in it. The red haired let his hands wander over the swordsman's back to the shoulders, moving up the neck, letting his fingers slide into the raven locks. His hips started to move against that ass. He leaned forward, kissing the shoulders before whispering into Kanda's ear. "How about returning Allen the favor from last time?"
The boy didn't knew what he meant. He broke the kiss to ask. "Wha-" But Allen shuts him up by kissing him again.
"The blowjob BaKanda." Cross bit into Kanda's ear. The boy moaned into the kiss. The general moves back, leaving a trail of butterfly kisses down on Kanda's spine. He kneeled behind him, kissing the boys inner thighs, massaging the taut ass cheeks.
Kanda broke kiss, letting his head fell forward on Allen's stomach. He needed a second to oriented himself. Then he started to kiss and lick his way down to the youngest cock. But he wanted to tease the boy. He nuzzled his balls, sucking each of them into his mouth, making them all wet and slippery. Allen moaned, fisting Kanda's hair. His hips thrusted up but Kanda's strong hands stopped the momentum.
"Not so quick, Moyashi." Kanda said. His voice muffled by the spot where Allen's leg meets his hips. He bits down, sucking, leaving a mark.
"Kanda~ please." Allen moaned. His eyes were fixed on the dark haired.
"Fine." Kanda moved his head, kissed the base of the cock, teasing the vene on the underside. He kissed the wet tip, licking over the slit before taking the tip in his mouth. He let his tongue move around it, sucking lightly at it. Allen tried to push in deeper but failed. Kanda was too strong, but the older teen had mercy and took him in deeper.
Cross bit into Kanda's right cheek and heard with pleasure the little whimper. He then spread the cheeks and could just stare for a moment. He leaned forward, breathing in the musky scent. Resisting was pointless so the general let his tongue slide over the ring-muscle, tasting the boy.
Kanda moaned and the vibration caused little waves of pleasure moving up Allen's spine. His cock grew even harder in the Asian's mouth. Kanda tried to get him deeper down his throat, starting to love the feeling of a cock deep inside his mouth. He loved what power it gave him. He was fighting his gag reflex as he felt the finger entering him. It easily went in, but it still felt weird at first. Allen's hand which tried to get him closer made him concentrate on the blowjob. He took all his courage together, took a deep relaxing breath and swallowed Allen down.
Cross used this moment to insert a second finger. The following scissoring motion made Kanda shiver. He humed and Allen thought that the vibration would drive him crazy.
Cross noticed that Allen was close, so he started to hurry. He stood up, moving the meanwhile three finger faster. One of his hands was jerking Kanda off, which made the swordsman moan loudly, as he withdrawed his fingers just to replace them with his own rock hard shaft. He pushed inside slow but steady, letting the boy get used to his thickness.
Kanda stopped moving, only focusing on the hand jerking him off, trying to relax. And it worked. He continued his work and moved his head up and down. His tongue stroking over the underside of Allen's cock.
Cross started to move. First slowly but he was getting faster with almost every thrust. Kanda matched his pace.
The Asian could hear skin slam against skin, the moans of Allen and the sharp in take of breath from Cross as he found his release.
He tighten around Cross, sucking him in deeper. He could feel him swell even bigger before he got filled with Cross' load.
He rolled Allen's balls with one hand. The other was up playing with one nipple. He was sucking hard. Allowing Allen to thrust into his mouth and a few thrusts later the boy came in it. Kanda felt like he was choking, but he swallowed down Allen's fluid, not spilling a bit.
Allen cuped his face, moving him up to kiss him deeply, tasting himself.
Cross slit out of him and it send a shiver up his spine.
There were fingers moving at the back of his head before he could finally see again.
Allen was as beautiful as ever. Kanda took him all in, the lust filled eyes which were still clouded from his orgasm, the red swollen lips and the thin sweat film which let it seem like he gleamed.
"Come on, stand up. Let's go to bed. You two look like you're ready to pass out." Cross' voice was hoarse. The boys got up, staggering to the bed. Kanda could feel the cum dripping down his thighs, but he couldn't care less. He was dead tired.
Cross got the boys to lay on each side of him and the two nuzzled against him, falling asleep as soon as they were comfortable and covered under the blanket.
Cross kissed both on the forhead. "I love you two." He whispered, knowing nobody would hear him before he too fell asleep.
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"Man … He really is sleeping." Lavi sighed. Lenalee giggeled a little.
"I will go get some coffee. How about you try to wake him up?" Lenalee suggested. Lavi just nodded and Lenalee left the room. He moved over to the desk.
"Hey Komui. Wake up." He said, tapping the older on the shoulder. "Rise and shine."
Komui mumbled something but Lavi didn't caught it.
"What was that?" He leaned in close. Komui moved. He got up a little and accidentally kissed the redhead. Lavi jumped back. His face as red as his hair.
Lenalee got back, caring a tablet with three cups of coffee.
"Did something happen?" She asked as she saw Lavi bright red, but he didn't say anything just looked down.
"What's wrong Lavi?" She asked again.
"Nothing … just …" But Lavi didn't finish the sentence. He just turned and almost ran out the room.
"I wonder what's wrong with him?" Lenalee was confused.
"Huh?" Was all Komui had to say.
End of chapter one
¹ a ronin is a samurai without a master
² the kanji for cherry and virginity are the same
³ reference to A special kind of poker my first FF
Well I hope you enjoyed it and feel free to point out any spelling and grammar mistakes
And yeah next chapter is in progress.
See you~