What would you say, if I told you…?

Remus Lupin laid under his mate of eleven years waiting for him to say when he has had enough. Though don't get the wrong idea Remus loves his mate a whole hell of a lot to put up with him all through his school days and a few years after. Yet, once he landed himself in jail…. Well, Remus still hates himself for doubting his old lover.

Every touch is like a blessing to the werewolf. He went so long with out the man's touch and the thought he would never feel it again until death scared him. Although, some god up above must of taken pity on the poor run down Professor and sent his lover to Hogwards to save Harry Potter.

________________________________________________________________________ Sirius Black could not believe who he was making love to. He could have sworn that after he left Remus that night, once he found out about his best mate and said mate's wife's deaths, he never be ably to see, kiss, or touch him again.

Two years ago braking out of jail was one of the best things he could have done. Even if somewhere in Sirius's mind he doubted Remus and their relationship, he would have been find just knowing Remus was still alive.

In fact, Sirius stayed away so Remus could find someone else. Someone who Remus can trust to do the right thing. Someone he could count on when things got rough. Someone who could give his a loving, caring, happy family. The one he should have had by now.

But, two years is not nearly as long as the 12 sent in jail. That makes a total of 14 years since Sirius last touched Remus. Yeah, ok so he walks a little closer to the werewolf and sure he brush legs, arms, or even hands some times. But that was just to remind Sirius he wasn't in jail any more. In fact, he was safe at home with people who care about him all around him. Always looking out for him and of course its annoying at time. However, Sirius won't have it any other way.

Harry Potter was walking the hall of HQ trying to find a bathroom. He been living here for little over a week now and he guess people just thinks he knows his way around. Well he doesn't. But getting lost every time and waiting for someone to find him was getting old and fast.

"Oh my god! There really is more to this place than what meets the eye." The black haired teen said while walking up another set of stairs. Once on the platform he heard a noise. One you don't hear every day and like any other human kind he chose to find what was making that whispering sound.

Harry found the noise coming from one of the far room all the way down the silent hall. Once in front of the oak door he slowly reaches a hand out for the door knob and just as slowly turned it. Out of no where a yell came from the room causing Harry to lose his balance and fall over on to his ass.

The wind from his fell caused the door to move on its own account giving Harry a full view of the bedroom and of the two men, clearly man from where Harry was sitting.

The one on bottom slowly but roughly drove his nails into the other man's back causing blood as red as wine to follow down his back. The one on top didn't stop at the pain in fact it looks like he is enjoining the pain.

Harry couldn't help but keep staring at his godfather and ex-professor having rough sex. And even though Harry would hate to say it but what they are doing turned Harry on so bad it hurt to even move. Than, the coolest blue eyes glazed over and made a conation with the lustful green one.

Seeing Sirius and Remus having sex was one thing but watching the two and knowing Sirius is gazing at him while having sex with Remus was to very different things. Harry fought to find how to stand and once he did he run as fast as his weak legs would take him before giving out on him.

Which they did. Thankfully after Harry ran into what looked like an unused bedroom. He lay on the bed pushing dust into the air causing his to cough. He closed his eyes and tried his hardest to get the image of his godfather and somewhat of an uncle having sex out of his head.

So of course Harry didn't realize someone else had arrived in the room until they were lying beside his and the teen didn't have to look at the man to know who it would be. He didn't know how long he laid there but he could never forget the way his puppy smelled.

Wait! Did Harry just call his godfather a puppy? God help him.

As Sirius shower his thoughts keep turning back to his godson and how he had a lustful look on Harry face while he watched Remus and himself. Harry looked so much like James but Sirius known he wasn't. And therefore he chose to go look for the young teen. Only to find out he ran three doors down from his room.

Sirius strolled in the bedroom closing the door behind him. He stood there with his back against the door watching Harry lay there not moving. Not saying or making a noise. It kind of scared Sirius.

What if Harry stops loving him for what he saw? What if he hates him now? What if he ruined the friendship between Remus and Harry? What then? Sirius tried so hard but now he can't remember why because all he sees is his helpless godson just laying there.

As a result of being so nice Sirius moved over to lie next to Harry. Time to give Harry 'the talk', Sirius thought bitterly. How could James and Lily leave it up to him to give their son the birds and the bees talk?

Harry turned into the warmth of his godfather. Place his head on the man's chest. Putting chest to chest. Legs to legs. Arms intertwining.

"Harry?" Sirius asked after a long moment of silence.

"I didn't know you are with Remus." Harry stated boldly.

"That was the first action is years." Harry than turned his eyes up to meet blue one glazed over.

"I love you Sirius." Harry whisper right before pushing up on Sirius's chest to place his cheery lips on his godfather's sworn ones.

"Harry….Places don't." Sirius pleads at the same time as Harry moved to lay on top on him. Now placing manhood to manhood. But Harry doesn't pay him any attention as he kisses down the side of the man's neck.

Harry took his time going from the tip of Sirius's jaw to his color born to his ear back to his jaw line. Sucking hard enough to leave little red spots. Soon Sirius couldn't hold back. It's been far too long since he late had someone to call his own. And somewhere between kisses Sirius forgot his werewolf lover.

Sirius in closed his arms around Harry's waist making it easier to flip them over and moved to eliminate Harry's shirt. Soon followed by teen's pants. Seeing how Harry let him do so.

"Please Harry! Stop me!" Sirius said kissing down the black hair teen's chest leaving teeth marks in some places.

"I can't! I won't! I love you to much to let you leave me!" Harry said in between deep breaths.

"Harry please! I'm not strong enough to walk away. I don't want to do something you'll hate me for later." Sirius whispered to Harry's navel but the teen heard him as if he spoke right in his ear.

"I won't hate you Sirius. I want this." Harry whispered softly meeting Sirius's eyes. Still seeing the doubt in them. He moved to some what sit up. Causing Sirius to look like a really big puppy. Sitting on his butt with his legs going away from his body and his hands place down on the bed. Slowly Harry lifted his white face in his hands kissing his until they were both out of breath. "Please Sirius. I want you. Why don't you understand that?"

"I do and that's why I'm scared." Sirius said locking their glazes. "I love you Harry but maybe not how you want me too." He started to pull way but Harry lashed out grabbing him tightly.

"You don't know that." Harry assumed taking Sirius's shirt off. Pushing his to lay on the bed Harry undid his pants and slowly took them off. To find something new about his godfather….. He doesn't believe in underwear! "Wow" Harry finely said after he freed Sirius's member. "Now I see why Remus waited for you." He said this part to himself.

Harry, just like last time, took his time going up and down Sirius's chest but after a while moved farther south. He slowly kissed Sirius's upper leg. Soon he took Sirius compliantly in his mouth in one shot. Shooting election through out their bodies.

Sirius known he couldn't hold back after that. So he pulled Harry hair until the younger man quite what he was doing to look at the ex-con. Who flipped them back over. Placing him on top again. Slowly he prepared Harry. First with one figure. Then two. Once he got to three he started to move his figures away from one another making Harry's whole bigger.

Not long later Sirius was moving inside his godson. Who was oh so willing to move with his speed. Both were moaning and biting down flash. But unlike with Remus, Sirius didn't make Harry bleed just to get off. He was soft and careful with Harry. Making sure not to leave any sign of what they were doing.

Since both where so cough up in the moment neither seen the face looking in on them. Or even the fact the man now had tiers in his blue eyes. As he holds tight to his chest. Right where is heart would be if on the outside of his body.

Remus turned and lifted Sirius and Harry to what they were doing. He couldn't believe it. Sirius was supported to be his mate. So why was he sleeping with Harry, his godson? How long had it be going on? As more time past more question popped into Remus's head each one being more painful then the next. He felt hurt! Betrayed! Used! How could Sirius do that to him? Maybe Sirius never loved him to begin with. Maybe he was still in love with James and since he couldn't have James back in school he can have James's son now.

At the moment Remus could feel no more. Sirius has taken all of it away now. Furthermore, he has nothing left to give.