A/N: I haven't been posting a lot of stories that I have on my laptop, so I decided to finally put them on here.

Yay! Idk this is just a series of random things I thought up. So hope you like them!

-Rain

Disclaimer: IF I OWNED THE SHOW GRATSU WOULDVE BEEN REAL ALONG TIME AGO. have a nice day.

Title: Insecurities

Pair: Gray x Natsu and One-Sided Natsu x Lucy

Genre: Hurt/Comfort and Romance

Lucy's Pov

What do you do when you're broken up with by a guy /Natsu/ who you've been in love with for at least two years, who you've just gotten together with not even a week ago?

Who also happened to be your best friend and now it's too awkward to even speak?

You've been waiting for it to happen forever, and you've gone through hell and high water to get together with him (though it's not the first time) and when it finally does happen...5 days later, he breaks it off saying he loves you as a best friend and nothing more, he was just confused.

The first thing you do is cry of course.

For hours...

Without stopping.

And feeling like a complete and utter idiot for letting someone to this to you.

Then, you think of course, maybe it's because he's gay.

To be honest, you pray to God it's because he's gay, so that it wasn't because you weren't pretty enough or whatever.

Then, for some reason, your mind still wants you to think you have a chance with him, even though, deep down, you know that you don't...

It's seems like you get your hopes up, just to have them knocked down.

You tell your friends you're still with him, because that's how it still feels to you, even though you're not. You keep a secret form people that your heart is broken, unless they find out on their own somehow.

You try to find anyone you can to get this one off your mind, but in the end, the only one you still want is him.

It's kind of shit to be honest. But sometimes, that's just how life is.

Thats ok. Hearts need time to heal.

So you surround yourself with people who really do love you, and people you know who won't leave you the way he did.

But also, you know you can't blame him. You know how sucky it would be to be in a romantic relationship with someone you only see as a close friend, and though it sucks to be on the other side of that situation, you know that you would have done the same.

And then the next time he's with someone else, and it happens to be a guy /Gray/, you're REALLY glad that the insecurities you had were all in your head after all. But then again, you feel even worse because you wonder if you were the one who made him realize he was gay...

UGH!