Edward had left me. Again. This time I just knew that it was for good, and that's what killed me the most.
The months drifted by slowly
October
November
December
It was only on Christmas day that I realised how bad I was. It was when Charlie told me he was working. I knew he didn't want to be with me on Christmas day
Who would? I was a wreck. I barely showered, my hair was waist length and my nails were all bitten. I knew he was gone but it didn't feel real, how can it?
How can the one you love just disappear? On December the 22nd i showered and went to hairdressers and got my hair cut normal length.
On December the 23rd i begged Charlie to stay at home on Christmas day and I rang Renee and asked her and Phil to come over. On December the 24th I
Went shopping for Christmas dinner and i bought everyone Christmas gifts. Charlie, A video of the 100th greatest football games, Renee, Make up and a Cd of that new
Band she liked. Phil, A new baseball bat, It was meant to be pretty good and as it was Phil, He'd need all the help he could get. Then i called Jake and Billy and asked
Them to join us for dinner, Jake agreed straight away and so did Billy, Anything was better than another Pizza Jake said.
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