Hi, it's me again before reading the story, I want you to take the time to see this a little bit.

For reason I haven't continue my Angel in Disguise is because...

1. Too busy in school

2. Having bad habit of procrastinating aka being lazy *lol*

3. I don't know how to continue with the story.And for that, I am sorry. I will put out more chapters every week or every month.

Plus, I will publish new stories that I'm working on. Just have to get this out.

Now with that said, here's the story of Jade West have feelings for a certain "boy" But you already know who that is.

Inspired by GallaudetLurker's story "In Denial"

I don't own Victorious in anyway.

So enjoy.

Chapter 1

Hey, if you're reading this? Then you must know what I'm about to say is confidential and should never be mentioned to anyone.

I have this problem in school (or life) and I don't how to deal with it, and it has to do with one specific person. Before I get into that, let me tell you a quick story of the people that exasperates me

God, there are people in this world that irritate me to no end. People who are bound to piss me off. So much, that murder will be the case that they me, (Snoop Dogg reference). Even people that in our inner circle of "friends", or people I tolerate the most.

For example...

Cat Valentine.

Bubbly, animated, and sweeter than sugar itself.

Just wants to hugs me in public where I'm trying to keep my reputation intact. She continuously comes up to me walking, running, or skipping on a field of flowers while birds are chirping snow white songs. With that every time says "Hi", "Kay Kay" or my favorite, laugh in that innocent widdle baby-ish voice to me. God it was annoying, but she gets a pass. I say this because for a long time she my best friend, she just as good as I am in singing, and she's fun to hang out with.

Beck Oliver.

The off-again, on-again boyfriend that I shared the majority of my life with, in the best and worst of times.

Kind, generous, true to his friends. All in all he's a good person. (With the gorgeous features as addition) I guess that's what aggravates me about him the most.

The ladies swooning over him everytime he appears. Therefore, jealousy rears its ugly head, results to me and Beck being at eachother's throats, in private or in public that creates a break-up between us and our circle. Constant girls hit on my boyfriend when I'm not around or in a relationship. In any case that Beck and I are in relationship. They recognize that Beck is OFF LIMITS or my wrath will be off limits. It's unfortunate some girls don't get the same memo. (When girls, I meant the Vega sisters, which I'll get to them later).

Andre Harris.

Singer, songwriter, good at any instruments.

…..

Nope, I can't find anything wrong about him.

He doesn't irritate me.

Matter of a fact, he doesn't irritate me at all.

He's the only guy that I have nothing against. Yes there's his messed up stories of his Grandma, and plus being friends with my enemy (Seriously, just date, hook up, kiss and be done with it). All in all, if any guy I respect the most, it would be him. (Don't tell him I said that, or this will be the death of you. ) Speaking of worst enemies. Let get down to the nitty gritty of it all.

Tori Vega.

Little miss perfect herself.

She has been a thorn on my side since Day 1 of her arrival. She's a home wrecker that always flirts with Beck (current boyfriend at the time) when we were in a relationship. Putting her hands all over him. Plus, she kissed my boyfriend, IN FRONT OF ME. I didn't know who to kill first. Either Tori or my boyfriend. She's really frustrating, and has an upbeat optimistic attitude (comparable to Cat), trying way too hard to please everyone, with that forced gaudy smile; in leading to me mock her in a southern 1940 accent just to rile her up by her saying "I don't talk like that". Always taking the spotlight from me. If only you could feel the pain and anger that I have to go through.

Nevertheless my hatred towards Tori, in not as bad as her sister.

For I am talking about the other Vega.

Trina Vega.

….

Need I go on?

What's there to be said?

If I could describe her perfectly.

It would be that she has no talent, she's desperate for attention, she makes a complete fool of herself, nobody likes her, and she's in a school of students that have more talent in their atom than Trina's entire existence.

(And that's fact).

In reality, Trina would've never made it in Hollywood Arts, if it wasn't for one bald headed teacher's (Sikowitz) stupidity of not knowing one good coconut from a bad one. Drinking it anyhow, being high out of his mind to know what's going on in front of him. To realized Trina just plain suck, but made it into the school nevertheless. Thus, all things set in motion of Trina being the sole reason why Tori made it into this school in the first place. So I have two girls last named Vega, that's making my life A LIVING BREATHING HE-

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

(*Heavy breathing* Come down Jade. Remember your blood pressure. Think of happy thoughts. *Deep slow breathes* I'm imagining the Vega sisters getting stabbed, by my scissors, in both their eye sockets each. *Deeply breathes in. and exhale* and I feel better now.)

I almost had meltdown there.

What was I saying?

Oh yeah, long story short, Trina is an annoyance, plain and simple. She's so full of herself it's not even funny.

But you want to know who is more infuriating than Trina, Tori, and everyone else combined? Raises my blood pressure that goes rabid? Gives me headaches the size of a cruise ship?

I'll give you a hint.

He's nerdy, he's lanky, he's socially awkward, he's creepy in every way, and he has curly hair.

Ironically, I'm not talking about SinJin. (Even though that doesn't excuse him for being an obsessed stalking pervert that he is today, and those other times.)

No, the person that I was talking about is none other than Robbie Shapiro.

...

Where. Do. I. Start?

…..

NO. I'm serious.

I don't think I can define him in words. Except, that he, is Robbie.

I mean I could try, but it wouldn't make any sense.

If you ask me what's wrong with him? I would look as confused as you are, and tell you "What right with Shapiro?" That's the real Question.

I can give an essay, a lecture, an encyclopedia of this one guy. This one. Abnormal. Guy. In all its detail. And there will still be missing links to Shapiro's psyche.

With that said, let me show you; (Oh forgot, you're reading this with no picture). What I meant, was let me analyzed Shapiro as I dive in on what makes him tick.

First off, his appearance. Since Shapiro is a nerd, geek, and dork rolled into one, I can expect that he dressed all gracelessly. By making cool clothes, uncool. Like his skin-tight skinny jeans that he might remorsefully wears every day in school. That he bought with his Bar Mitzvah money. What he should have done is bought was some ounce of common sense, because his perception of reality if often questioned by people who know him best. Combined with a flannel shirt, and geeky glasses with sporting a very curly jewfro.

Second, he has the social skills of a crazed schizoid. The way he talks to us, to random people, is a wonder to watch. The majority of people would avoid, ignore, or make fun of Shapiro if approached by him. (Happily, I'm all of the above).

Last but not least, Rex. This is what set my loathing for Shapiro into overdrive. He's Robbie's "best friend". When you know your best friend is puppet, you have problems, and need to seek help as soon as possible. He carries him around wherever he goes, particularly in school. For a friend like Rex he always demeans Shapiro, when ironically has full control of him. Here's the real kicker. He treats Rex as if he is a real person, when deep down, he is a GAWD DAMN PUPPET!

HONESTLY, WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM!? Is he crazy or something? (Not that it already answers my question, I'm just saying.) I just want to know why is he here in Hollywood Arts instead of not being in a mental institute where the other entire psychopaths receiving help?

But do you want to know the worst part about him?

That regardless of his dorky, geeky, nerdiness as his personal trait, regardless of my suffering of hanging out with him in public, regardless of my loathing of everything that he is Robbie.

Under all that,

I secretly like him. O_O

There, here's my first chapter of this story. Feel free to review and critique my work.

Until then, Stay Tune.