I don't normally write things like this but I hope you like it. Please Read and Review.

Disclaimer: I don't own Shaman King.


I Was Too Late.

Don't you hate it when you can't have what you want? I wanted something I could not have. It tore me up inside. She was ever so beautiful with long black hair and her deep blue eyes that just seemed to sparkle like stars every time she looked your way.

But she is out of reach. Impossible for me to have, but yet I yearn for her. I was told to love is to be weak. Perhaps it true but I don't care. The more I heard her name and saw her face all the more determined to make her mine. But I didn't move, I didn't show I cared. I should of all along.

I am brave in battle…but when it comes to the heart…I'm a coward. People learn from their mistakes. Me… I was to late. I should of showed I cared and a move. Now it's to late, she's gone forever. Will I see her again? I doubt it. But perhaps I could of saved her. But I can't change the past. Now here I am to wallow in grief and self-pity. Now I yearn for her even more, because now she not even here for me to glance at for afar.

The first time I told her I loved her was at her funeral. My hands were shaking so much I shoved them in my pockets. I stood there staring at her lying there still and cold, yet she looked even more beautiful and peaceful. Then I whispered, "I love you." I don't know if it happened or maybe my eyes were playing tricks on me, but she seemed to smile back at me as if to say "I love you."

…Ren Tao…known for his brutal ways and anger, not a man full of heart… which he had… but not shown.


I hoped you enjoyed it. Please R&R I would greatly appreciate it.